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I understand that he is guilty for surviving but from his comrades view, he was a victim and not just that he was a child that was pushed to death door with them... he had barely lived his life and his only string (his best friend) died while he watched the light leave his friend's eyes and everyone understood perfectly how he would follow his friend after saving everyone. He tried to sacrifice himself for them so to save a child from that kind of death, they sacrificed themselves while leaving some duty for him to fulfill so he could not take his own life while also giving him time to heal from the trauma because all of those hobbies are exactly what mental patients need to relieve themselves. They wanted him to live, they wanted him to truly live and not just barely alive but living the life that he could not have before and it is so beautiful and heart wrenching