ditzychi

i know they don't get caught from reading the novel but gah i really don’t like exhibitionism. it stresses me out more than anything. i know the risk is the appeal for a lot of people, and sometimes the being caught or watched can add to it, but even the risk freaks me out.
unless i can guarantee the place is totally non accessible, like locked doors and lots of distance between any possible intrusion, i’d never want to play with this personally.

i get the appeal, and sometimes certain scenarios work for me (thinking of one ao3 fic where they were in a gym bathroom and she locked her and her bfs in there and got all nasty on em, so delicious ugh), but broad strokes i don’t jive w the kink. its easier to handle when its text only tbh

gonna let this marinate cuz the more i read bit by bit the more i question why im still reading cuz of how disjointed it feels. clearly weekly-ish updates arent doing it for me. the poisoning feels out of left field and i cant fathom how itll add to the plot. meh