
What chapter are we in the novel???

https://bellereservoir.com/novel/try-begging/chapter-72/
You can continue from line 65 i think

no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponential, logarithmic, while i gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cow girl, doggy, backwards, forwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the pool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick throbbing, fist clenching, ear ringing, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffling, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling. teeth jitterbug, mind boggling, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy, moan inducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious, gushy, creamy, beastly, lip bitting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, body shivering, orgasmic, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, bark worthy, can't walk, head nodding, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, pussy popping, nail scratching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magnificent, unique, extraordinary, splendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, devils tangos, he could put a nuclear bomb inside me and I'd still ride.

(Just me yapping)
For what I've seen and read, carcel has been and always been love ines in a way that he worship her. The yearning and devotion is scary and unhealthy combination—to see that both, for a person like carcel. I believed that everyone has a purpose and mission that's why they keep reincarnated and remembering their memories because they have to do what was their fate was supposed to be in order the suffering must come to an end. A sacrifice they must take. It's like they're a chess pieces, Carcel has to protect/shield, even willingly to end his life for ines when her, herself knows she has to act in order to avoid another sacrifice or death, emiliano is a pawn that was used to escape her fate– only to die for ines' sake, the crown prince is opponent here. Ines brother, who's naive yet sensible, knew he'll go to war just for her like a knight. Loyalty is one thing but faithfulness is another, carcel chose to be devoted, emiliano is faithful, and his brother is loyal to her. While the crown prince is the embodiment of sins, greed and lust. The higher power here is love which ines holds herself.
I suddenly remember my grandmother—who is also just like Laura's grandma. Told me that "if I choose to love someone, I should know that love give us a partner in our life to share our burden, suffering, happiness and glory in our life. Build your own self on how you want to see you before you help others build themselves to see their self and you. You can't establish your connection with someone you with lie, deception and manipulation, it'll only ruin yourselves" she also the one who see when im sad or tired and she's been there for me growing up, protecting me and giving me the support I needed. I'm always thankful for her because she's the reason of who I am as a person.