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nat August 9, 2025 6:57 pm

I read to about ch 40 a few years back and ended up dropping because of the angst and now that its finished I just wanna know if it gets better? The art and writing is beautiful i just dont know if my heart can handle it like is it just constant trauma and it feels like the 2 mls are always at a disadvantage or does it get better for them?

    Lashes August 15, 2025 1:49 am

    Well they are always fighting and the angst keeps angsting the whole way through lol but I do think it’s worth it especially if you wanna read something emotional

nat January 19, 2021 7:00 am

I'm on chapter 7, I just stared this and I was wondering if they get older? It fast forwarded 3 years so that means they are 15 and I was wondering if they get older... 15 feels too young for me

    Merc January 19, 2021 1:51 pm

    Erm... so this kinda include spoilers but like


    They do start dating at the age of 15/16 in the novel and erm it's a long-distance relationship but they will grow up lol. The oldest they were in the novel is like 22yrs? I don't remember but it's somewhere around there. (Yes I can't explain properly)

    nina January 20, 2021 3:57 am
    Erm... so this kinda include spoilers but like They do start dating at the age of 15/16 in the novel and erm it's a long-distance relationship but they will grow up lol. The oldest they were in the novel is lik... Merc

    is the novel worth reading?? like is it sad at all of or is the whole thing like happy and fluffy... which is what i would want hahhaha

    Merc January 20, 2021 1:07 pm
    is the novel worth reading?? like is it sad at all of or is the whole thing like happy and fluffy... which is what i would want hahhaha nina

    Ooo yea it’s worth reading to me. It’s rlly fluffy with little to no downs lol
    Oh and I would recommend reading through this site with the translate feature in your browser since it’s better than the English version https://www.zhenhunxiaoshuo.com/jingjiu/

    nina January 20, 2021 3:06 pm
    Ooo yea it’s worth reading to me. It’s rlly fluffy with little to no downs lolOh and I would recommend reading through this site with the translate feature in your browser since it’s better than the Engli... Merc

    omg okay thank you so much!! ima read it rn lol

    elzest January 20, 2021 11:00 pm
    Ooo yea it’s worth reading to me. It’s rlly fluffy with little to no downs lolOh and I would recommend reading through this site with the translate feature in your browser since it’s better than the Engli... Merc

    What chapter in the link you sent is aligning to the most recent chapters here on the webtoon? I feel like it will take a while to read through and find where the story takes place currently where the webtoon is at.

    Merc January 20, 2021 11:19 pm
    What chapter in the link you sent is aligning to the most recent chapters here on the webtoon? I feel like it will take a while to read through and find where the story takes place currently where the webtoon i... elzest

    Around chapter 34 https://www.zhenhunxiaoshuo.com/75351.html

    tom January 21, 2021 9:58 pm
    Erm... so this kinda include spoilers but like They do start dating at the age of 15/16 in the novel and erm it's a long-distance relationship but they will grow up lol. The oldest they were in the novel is lik... Merc

    do you know where can i read ahead?

    Merc January 22, 2021 4:47 am
    do you know where can i read ahead? tom

    If it’s the Manchus then it’s on Kuaikanmahua and if it’s the novel then use the link I gave

    tom January 24, 2021 10:36 am
    If it’s the Manchus then it’s on Kuaikanmahua and if it’s the novel then use the link I gave Merc

    tysm!! i don’t see the link tho?

    Merc January 24, 2021 12:11 pm
    tysm!! i don’t see the link tho? tom

    Oh so here's the manhua: https://www.kuaikanmanhua.com/web/topic/5085/
    And this one is the novel: https://www.zhenhunxiaoshuo.com/jingjiu/ (use the translate feature in your browser lol it's way better than the translated one) We're at like ch. 34 of the novel

    tom January 26, 2021 6:13 am
    Oh so here's the manhua: https://www.kuaikanmanhua.com/web/topic/5085/And this one is the novel: https://www.zhenhunxiaoshuo.com/jingjiu/ (use the translate feature in your browser lol it's way better than the ... Merc

    tysm!!<3

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nat August 11, 2025 6:59 am

This was something I read years ago and im pretty sure i read a novel version and there was a webtoon also but i cant remember the name at all. I remember their names were chinese names and they were married but "hated" each other (secretly in love) and i think slept with a teddy bear in between them if I remember right? I also remember a scene where the ml got sick and she helped him and they slept together while he was delusional from the sickness.

    Snowcake August 11, 2025 7:16 am

    I don't remember if there was a teddy involved, but could it be Mr Dior? The spouses "hated each other" but then one of them got some delusional sickness

nat August 3, 2025 8:07 am

Not sure if they exist but does anyone have any bl recs with really possessive semes but no rape scenes? (like batshit crazy or even just a little crazy)
I love when they're a little crazy and obsessed, im just getting tired of the rape

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