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Tbh I literally cried while reading chapter 76 like she was laying there physically but spiritually she wasn't there and WHY TF IS WILHELM USING HIS LAST 3 DAYS WITH HER FOR S*X??!!!! LIKE THAT WASN'T EVEN S*X IT WAS SA!!! AND THE MOMENT HE REALISED THAT HIS WAY OF LOVE WAS WRONG AND HER LAYING THERE BRUISED UP I CAN'T why do authors think that using SA as plot material and making FL have a child exactly knowing he/she would be scared for life is something everyone will fall on live with!!?? I can't understand their logic and their way of thinking. Idk what will even come after this horrible chapter