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BRO I WANTED TO SEE JIHYUN ALL BETTER AND WHAT I MEAN BY THAT IS THAT I DIDNT WANT HIM SO SAD AND LOST WITH CHIWOO. CHIWOO DID GOOD TO NEVER FORGIVING HIM AND MAINTAINED A POLITE MANNER TOWARDS ALL THIS, BUT FUCK WAS IT SO DEVASTATING TO WATCH HIM SO DEJECTED AND DPEPRESSED, HOLDING IT ALL TOGETHER, AND PROLLY SOBBING ONCE AGAIN OVER THE HAPPINESS HE COULDNT GIVE TO CHIWOO BC OF HIS ACTIONS. HE'S MORE PITIFUL, BUT I DONT SEE HIM THAT WAY. MAYBE BC OF MY KIND HEART THAT I WISH AND WILL DO IS TO COME BY SIDE AND HUG HIM LONG ENOUGH FOR HIM TO FEEL SATISFIED, THE PAIN HE MUST OF HELD ON WAS REALLY DEEP IN REGRET AND GUILT AND I JUST COULDNT TURN THE OTHER CHEEK AND GIVE CONGRATS TO THE MAIN COUPLE. I HATE THAT HE'S SUFFERING BUT NEVER DID I AGREE AND SUPPORT HIS PAST ACTIONS. AND NOW UR SAYING HE'S ALSO ENGAGED, BROOO HE DIDN'T EVEN LOOK HAPPY WHILE TALKING TO CHIWOO WHICH GOES TO SHOW HE STILL, IN HIS BROKEN AND PATHETIC HEART STILL LOVES HIM. FUCK FUCK FUCK I HATE IT HERE. ALL I WANTED TO SEE IS THE NEW PATH JIHYUN WAS GONNA GET, IDC WHAT HE DOES ALONG AS ITS APPROPRIATE AND LEARNS FROM HIS PAST MISTAKES, I WANTED TO SEE IF HE WAS CAPABLE OF LOVING HIMSELF AND HIS SPECIAL SOMEONE IF HE EVER FINDS ONE. ONE THING IM FUCKING MAKING SURE IS THAT THE PERSON WHOEVER THE FUCK HE'S ENGAGED WITH WILL DO JUST THAT, SUPPORT AND LOVE HIM UNCONDITIONALLY, HE SUFFERED FROM KARMA AND STUPIDITY, SO I DONT WANT HIM DYING OFF ANYWHERE PLS PLS BUT THIS IS ALL ME SO IDGAF ABT ANYONES OPINION U EITHER AGREE WITH ME OR NAH. I'VE COME TO LOVE JIHYUN TO MUCH FOR THAT TO JUST HAPPEN.