
fl thinking the worst of her husband and being obnubilated by her own suffering and his perceived "hatred" that was bron from him not really talking to her before he went to war and one 1 singular "why did it have to be you" remark way back then makes me hate her.
and all this time she spends in internal turmoil over this and that and the ml's action when she could just ask him for clarification is pissing me off. get over yourself, stop overthinking and start communicating no?
but also the ml just coming backa dn acting like nothing ever happened and giving no explanation isn't that much better. is a simple "i was really introverted and didn't know how to communicate when i was younger, I'm sorry if i came across as rude. but I've liked you from the start, i just didn't know how to express it" so hard to say?
thinking about the situation when 2 people are concerned instead of discussing it together is utterly foolish