
I've been putting this off for years just 'cause I know this was gonna be a sad read. After days without a good read, I finally decided to read this. I know that smth is up with his brother like I know there's smth sad abt the relationship between the 2 of them. I tried to stop myself from reading the spoilers but at ch 26, I CANNOT STOP MYSELF FROM THE ANXIETY. So I ended up reading the spoilers... And oh boy, I've been going through 5 stages of grief for this manhwa. BRO I CANNOT DEAL W THIS RN. LIKE DION AND CRUEL MY BABIES!!! THEY DON'T DESERVE ALL THIS SHIT

Am I just not reading this manhwa right? Like what's up with the sudden introduction with edwin all I know is that he got saved by mc multiple times but that's all there is to it? Same goes with the disciples. All it said is that he cares deeply for his disciples and is shown multiple times how protective he is to them but it's kinda lacking substance for me. Is it just me?? The plot has potential but the way it's delivered just doesn't sit right w me

ARGHH I"VE BEEN PUTTING THIS OFF FOR A WHILE AND I JUST CANT READ IT. I WANNA READ IT BUT I CANT. THE FIRST CHAPTERS ARE TOO REALISTIC. NGL IF MY LOVER WAS A JOURNALIST AND GOT CAUGHT UP IN A CIVIL WAR AND THERE WERE NO TRACES OF HIM FOR 5 YRS AND JUST LEFT HIS CAMERA I WOULD HAVE FORCED MYSELF TO MOVE ON FOR THE SAKE OF MY OWN SANITY.
I just noticed this but why is ch 92 actually 89?