i have a dream, the baby fever is getting crazy （/TДT)/ i have a baby boy, he somehow resembled mori ╥﹏╥ ofc he looks like me a lot. idk what triggered me to dream, me having the cutestttttttttt baby boy ive ever seen... my child ┗( T﹏T )┛ i didnt think about a baby before i slept yesterday tho. i do think in my dream. what is it called? lucid dream? i cant control the flow of my dream but i can wonder. tbh idk the father of my child. the main plot of my dream was to find that guy lolol i remember thinking "what does this child called me?". ykw let me just wrote an essay. as i carried that liitle boy, he was feeling agitated. we stepped down from the stairs and thats when he said, "mama..." (like wheres my mama?) cant believe im crying while writing this in my head i was like "ahhh im his mama" and i said to him, "this is mama". he finally look at me and he hug me tightly my baby the way his little cheeks getting plumpy as he smile at me everytime his eyes.... they looks like mine but why are his more cuter one thing... idk his name yes i was waiting for someone to call out my baby name but no one did. how am i supposed to know im his mama but i dont even have a storyline nor memory about him in my dream, its like im borrowing someone body. lmao im having my "i reincarnated" moment... BUT STILL HES MY BABY. oh god i wish i could see him one more time in my dream, learning whats his name will do... tbh theres a plot twist, as the dream almost over, im pondering, who could be his daddy and somehow theres a flashback AHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS FUNNY ASF MY DREAM IS ENTERTAINING. FLASHBACK INSIDE A DREAM?!??!?!?!? ok this is a bit cringe to say but i xxxxed rafayel AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA so hes the main candidate for now, main suspect lol oh i just remember this, my baby do looks like that wait aaaa that mc from showbiz story lol ill add the link later, imagine him with a realistic face.. what am i even saying. anyway end of my sweetdream talk. i adored my baby boy so much inside the dream lah. i couldnt comprehend the idea im inside a dream in my dream but i know im not a real person in my dream? gawd this is confusing
I actually avoid this story in the past. Idunno what possessed me. Well I thought this is a triangle love story and I'm correct but not quite correct. But still, it wasn't lol shit is so good. Pls read this if you haven't yet (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Ch15
The world is harsh, Ida. You're lucky your friends and club are supporting and don't mind. I got the taste of it and I'm traumatized asf. You don't want to know the taste of being outed and people pointing at you. Calling you disgusting and everyone distancing from you. People talking shit behind you. All I could do was silent. What can I say? Love is love? Bullshit
Ngl Aida in ch8 was something XD I think ik what girlie felt HAHAHAH he's somehow cool
Gimme something I can read in class without seemingly cringe or fucking. No love story, no op mc.
Is it possible to have two soulmate? I just happened to read a story my friend made lol ofc it was bittersweet but what do y'all think?
I'm back at home and I feel so much at ease. I can finally read two men fucked peacefully. Don't have to think about the worldly. Fuck everyone at my university. You're making my life worse (except my roommate)
THEY JUST STARTED MAKING OUTTA NOWHERE AND I AIN'T COMPLAINING
WASTED OPPORTUNITY. THE QUEER BAIT IS TOO MUCH. HE SHOULDA SAID LET ME BE YOUR PRETEND BOYFRIEND
NOOOOOOO MY BABY. HE'S SO PITIFUL, HE'S SO PURE. HE'S JUST WANT TO BE ANAK MISALI AND HAVE A SETIAKAWAN BRUH BUT THEY DID HIM DIRTY. OMG
WHATEVER IM GLAD THEY MADE UP MY BABIES I MISS YOU TWO FUCK THE WORLD AND THE GOD
Can someone choose something from my recent what to read list. Idk what to read rn. I feel so bummed out.