A shame the most horrible parts of the story was just glossed as flashback. However if we are going by fl's mindset, aka her current amnesia, even if I read those horrible things I feel like I can somehow get over it. Since we haven't really been there when it happened
But then again if I was in her position, if I can't die then I too would hope I could just forget it all of possible
Ml is indeed legit cosmic horror. I genuinely wouldn't dare wish someone else to meet him even on my worst enemy. Ignorance is bliss indeed ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶