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I have attempted to commit suicide 2 times. These thoughts wont leave me and it doesnt seem like they will. Have been in this state since my father died at the age of 7. Since then death has been always welcoming, thanks to the traumas I have developed Borderline Personality Disorder. I am getting used to living in this way. Nothing is significan......   reply

I am 18 and I have been watching porns and masturbating since I was 12. I live in a country where people are religious af. We see men watching porns and take it as a normal thing. Why do people take it as a big deal when women do that. Some women call the ones who are watching porns as bitches. Well, then call your parents that too. The one thing t......   2 reply

I have confessed. I was in love with him for 4 years that time. Of course he rejected on the top of that he said he hated me. I loved him still, for 4 years more, until I changed schools. I dont know if I still have feelings for him. However I am not capable to fall in love anymore. I tried lots, it only ended up being a physical relationship. I lo......   2 reply