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Sazz November 4, 2025 8:00 pm

Just a speculation, but it seems that since Azathoth can't really comprehend mortal suffering, being an amoral God, he was initially just intrigued by her. She was the only human who truly saw him for what he was and somehow remained partly unaffected by the ever changing world under his control. Over time, though, he began to value her (forced) companionship. Not understanding how fragile the human psyche is, he assumed he could make her dependent on him, completely overlooking how human emotions actually work. Because of that, he didn't expect her to end up feeling nothing but hatred toward him.
When he finally realized what he had done, it was already too late. Trying to fix it, he likely erased parts of her memory and reshaped the world into something she would consider normal, hoping that, if he slowly revealed his true nature, she might accept him this time.

By human moral standards, he's clearly evil, and I don't blame her at all for hating him. (Honestly, I wouldn't have minded an ending where she somehow escapes, even if that's impossible given his omnipotence.) But from his perspective as a chaotic creator, morality is just another random construct, something that came into existence by chance through his creations. He does genuinely like her, just not in a way a human would and CERTAINLY not in a way that is favourable to her.

Sazz November 4, 2025 2:55 pm

This chapter really fits with this song in a symbolic way:

On the farm, every Friday
On the farm, it's rabbit pie day
So ev'ry friday, that ever comes along
I get up early, and sing this little song
Run, rabbit, run, rabbit, run, run, run
Run, rabbit, run, rabbit, run, run, run
Bang, bang, bang, bang! Goes the farmer's gun
Run, rabbit, run, rabbit, run, run, run, run
Run, rabbit, run, rabbit, run, run, run
Don't give the farmer his fun, fun, fun
He'll get by without his rabbit pie
So run, rabbit, run, rabbit, run, run, run


And of course an Eldritch God, a daemonic God in his case, is evil. He doesn't have the moral standards of humans. He adheres to them now only for a show, in order to have mc. Mc was the only one unaffected in a dimension he controls, so she's the only one he could ever consider worthy of his focus.

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Sazz March 27, 2025 9:34 pm

I don't care if it's bl or straight, i just want a specific dynamic: I want ml to be a tough person that straight up bullies or treats badly his love interest because he can't admit his feelings. I want him to be violently possessive(low impulse control leading to threats or violence towards their interest or the people associated with them due to jealousy) even though he's not in a relationship with the person he targets. I want a dramatic, psychological story that will frustrate and anger me for the sake of mc and the unfair treatment they get from the pos that happens to like them. (Basically someone like that side character pos from Eighteen's bed).

Thanks in advance!

Sazz December 12, 2023 3:14 pm

Hello, can you guys recommend some webtoons (or manga) that are romance (+others tags of course) with ml that is unapologetically a psychopath? Not someone that doesn't just start out as evil but is just misunderstood. I don't care if it's yaoi or straight, I'm okay with anything, smut or not as well(something that doesn't contain rape if possible.) I want someone that is kinda like Kang Moo from 'the beast must die'.

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