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Penderman October 29, 2025 11:09 pm

When I was about 7 or 8, I remember promising my mother I wouldn't ever get married and live with them forever. As I got older, I went through a lot and while loving my family, I can't imagine living with them the way she wants me to. I ended up being the only one of 6 kids to move away- without a word to anyone either. I understand how and why they hurt me and I've decided to not get swept up in that. She still brings it up to this day that I promised her and holds that against me.

I guess what I'm saying is, Fuck Ceasar. There was no "leading on," it was his interpretation in his own damn head. I don't care if he felt wronged too, he's a toxic shit-head and the story has not sugar coated that even from the beginning of his backstory- even if his surroundings shaped his actions, he was already a selfish, lying, jerk. Our girl is not stupid, and understands her family is toxic and that they're using her. Even the bit of happiness is not going to overshadow the pain they're causing her. (︶︿︶)=凸

    vvvkkkvvv October 29, 2025 11:44 pm

    Sorry for asking if you don't wanna answer but why would your mum ask you as a child to not get married? Every good parent wants their kids to grow up, marry and have a family of their own

    Oatmeal October 29, 2025 11:57 pm
    Sorry for asking if you don't wanna answer but why would your mum ask you as a child to not get married? Every good parent wants their kids to grow up, marry and have a family of their own vvvkkkvvv

    Heck, even most bad parents would shame you for not getting married. At most they'd ask you both to move in with them. (I'm curious too if you're comfortable to share).

    Penderman October 30, 2025 3:31 am

    She had a bad argument with my dad and kept saying none of us loved her so I tried to comfort her and reassure her I did and would be here. Mind you, there's a decent age gap between my siblings and I, so they were all teens at the time and had their own concerns.

    She was always really close to her mom, but she has a very different personality from my sweet grandma, and would clash with a lot of us often. I think not having that closeness with any of her kids made it difficult for her too. ( ̄∇ ̄")

    Penderman October 30, 2025 3:35 am

    Being the baby of the family put me in a sticky situation because I was the last of 6 kids, am only the 2nd girl, there was an age gap, etc etc. Even to this day (bruh I'm 27) I struggle pulling away from that perception when it comes to the respect and trust of my family as an adult. I have a job and a fiance lol

    vvvkkkvvv October 30, 2025 12:42 pm
    Being the baby of the family put me in a sticky situation because I was the last of 6 kids, am only the 2nd girl, there was an age gap, etc etc. Even to this day (bruh I'm 27) I struggle pulling away from that ... Penderman

    I'm glad you're doing well then <3
    Every well meaning person deserves love and a family. That's why we are here after all.

    Penderman October 30, 2025 4:47 pm
    I'm glad you're doing well then <3Every well meaning person deserves love and a family. That's why we are here after all. vvvkkkvvv

    Thanks <3 I love being in this s

    Penderman October 30, 2025 4:47 pm
    Thanks <3 I love being in this s Penderman

    Site. The community overall has been so fun to be around and read with

    vvvkkkvvv October 30, 2025 6:51 pm
    Site. The community overall has been so fun to be around and read with Penderman

    Yeah, there are some oddballs as well but it's always fun to talk about cool manwhas

Penderman September 14, 2025 7:23 pm

Part of me wants to root for Hegemony but not really either. I emphasize with their plight but I agree with our MC and his methods and ideology for his people more. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

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Penderman December 7, 2020 8:50 pm

It's a guilty pleasure. I tend to like the fat to skinny stories, whether the MC uses magic or effort or dieting. In the stories like this on mangago I always see people talking about how it's toxic and stuff, especially when there's a magical way to get skinny, but I dont really care u-u for me its the progress of the story. Im looking for character development, not physical, and when it is a physical change from fat to skinny its not there SIMPLY to say that person is pretty & they'll be liked by everyone. It's usually to give the MC confidence and a physical attribute to go with it. Dont get me wrong, I dont think fat=ugly, skinny=pretty. All you lovlies are beautiful and I enjoy seeing the comments and topics on mangago, but it kind of hurts me inside when a story is dropped or unloved because the author believed the effort to get skinny wasn't the focal point and skipped over it with a cheap gimmick like magic or special pill. Lol I admit, its a cheap gimmick, but all I'm saying is cant yall be there for how the MC is gonna progress and change the people around her?


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Side note: I get the hate tho if she gets skinny and then everyone fawns over her and suddenly everything goes in her favor. Its just the automatic, because she didn't exercise this story is shit idea that hurts me.


Be gentle in the comments q.q I just wanted to talk bout how I feel, but im open to criticism and justification (⊙…⊙ ) I know I'm not the healthiest thinker and maybe thats why I indulge in these, but thats what they're there for?

    daddycain December 7, 2020 9:11 pm

    uhhhh do you have any recs for these types of stories lmfaooo

    Penderman December 8, 2020 8:49 am
    uhhhh do you have any recs for these types of stories lmfaooo daddycain

    I know there's more i have read, but I cant think of any besides these ones at the moment:
    The lady's law of survival
    I became the ugly lady
    Cheating Men Must Die (its just one part)
    Kiss him, not me

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Ik that shrek is smexy and all but wtf? 06-02 02:59
Weirdest food combination 09-06 09:48
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Well...you want spoilers? 04-05 07:37

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Penderman January 22, 2020 7:10 pm

I think u were just telling me whi you were, but I never explore the stuff on mangago so I never realized this was here lmao.

gasping4air January 21, 2020 8:52 pm

what the heck were we talking about lol

gasping4air March 26, 2016 6:52 pm

it's me(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Penderman January 21, 2020 12:57 am

*le gasp*

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