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When I was about 7 or 8, I remember promising my mother I wouldn't ever get married and live with them forever. As I got older, I went through a lot and while loving my family, I can't imagine living with them the way she wants me to. I ended up being the only one of 6 kids to move away- without a word to anyone either. I understand how and why they hurt me and I've decided to not get swept up in that. She still brings it up to this day that I promised her and holds that against me.

I guess what I'm saying is, Fuck Ceasar. There was no "leading on," it was his interpretation in his own damn head. I don't care if he felt wronged too, he's a toxic shit-head and the story has not sugar coated that even from the beginning of his backstory- even if his surroundings shaped his actions, he was already a selfish, lying, jerk. Our girl is not stupid, and understands her family is toxic and that they're using her. Even the bit of happiness is not going to overshadow the pain they're causing her. (︶︿︶)=凸