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is anyone else icked out by the professor? idc if he's a health professor and was just doing checkups on the student...but like isshiki already had a partner while still doing the plays so it's not like he had a deficiency or something... it's a little disturbing we weren't shown what type of "light play" they did because if it went to the point where he unbuttoned his collar then it probably wasn't as light as he made it out to be...i rlly enjoyed the story but i absolutely hate these types of dynamics and i can't just ignore it especially when the professor is so prominent...what a disappointment :(
Can't believe that's overlooked
Kurashina said that Isshiki likes to unbuttoned his first button to feel more comfortable during a play. So it just shows they had a play but doesn't give any indication on what "light" means
exactly... and if i got it right only when they became real lovers the doc jokingly said there’s no need for checkups anymore, but when they were just partners there was a need? good story but that part disturbed me too
OMG SAME!!!!
I imagine their plays would be like what it is in Oresama Dom Wa Naderaretai. Like they show what light play is between the school sub/dom nurse whatever tf they are called and students. And it's like safe, consentual and what is should be for this verse and it doesn't come off as weird.
But omg he gives me such an ICk I legit just skip over his dialog cause it's unbearable. He's so weird.
I get it if it's a way to make some conflict in the story but it just makes the teacher so creepy I hate it.
I also didn't like him but I also don't believe it was anything sexual. The button is just what he does before a play and he was clearly new to the sexual stuff and it's said sex was his first time but I agree he's icky af
Agreed
I actually really like the professor. I understand from "our" perspective outside of this world, it seems sus. But I like to believe that it isn't sexual/romantic or anything like that, and purely about health within this world.
It's because Isshiki couldn't take suppressants so he needed the play, but now he has an alternative for his health.
yes, but then he met the dom and he already had the alternative. but he only stopped the play with prof after they became lovers, while they were playing as just partners he still went to the prof, why? and it was never mentioned how the play looked like so if being lovers was the reason they stopped i guess it was actually sexual and that’s what’s bothering me. and the prof is actually kind and i liked him but their relationship was uncomfy in the story
hmm, the way I see it is there's not supposed to be anything wrong with the checkups and the light play they do. I also imagine it is quite light and infrequent, otherwise Isshiki would not be suffering so when the story began. That's why Isshiki kept going to the checkups even when he had Kurashina. But I think the more they did the "play" the more unnecessary the checkups became. Realizing that Kurashina is with Isshiki, and he is bothered by the play they do, I think it's the docs way of saying that he is leaving it to Kurashina to take care of him etc.
I like the professor, so that's how I prefer to see it. He may be teasing but I don't think the intention was anything sexual or inappropriate.
does anyone know the bl where the uke is going to give head to the seme & then the seme is like i want to try something and the uke is like if your cum goes through my nose it's going to hurt and the seme is like no i would never make you do that...this scene has been in my head all day but i don't remember where it's from pls i cant even finish a wank session bc i keep trying to think of where this scene is from pls help a brother out
does anyone know the yaoi/bl where the uke is going to give head to the seme & then the seme is like i want to try something and the uke is like if your cum goes through my nose it's going to hurt and the seme is like no i would never make you do that...this scene has been in my head all day but i don't remember where it's from pls & thanks!!
That's oddly specific but I'm not much help either with my goldfish memory sorry! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
idk what's crazier, the act itself or the convo (⊙…⊙ )
I feel like I've read this long ago but I can't remember the name （￣へ￣）
it's very specific but i keep remembering the scene but i can't remember the exact dialogue nor the characters pls someone remember & tell me pls its bothering me now bc i can't remember it
when i first read this, i kinda felt like yoohan was forced into the relationship, had no feelings for jay and anything he did feel for jay was circumstantial. BUT after reading this again, it's pretty clear that they do have feelings for eachother and they show affection in their own way. i think the repetitive nature of bls showing love in the same way kinda messed up the way i interpreted this story the first time because if they weren't showing affection like i was used to then it wasn't really love yk? yoohans and jays affections weren't outright..it was more subtle and unique but it goes to the point that you can't mistake it as something else besides the attraction between them. which is why this story is SUCH a refreshing read. it's very unique and it's sort of realistic in the way that not everyone is dramatic and obvious with their emotions/affections. i'm really glad i read this again and appreciate it the way it was supposed to because it has definitely become one of the top reads for me <3
exactly! this is def why payback is a favorite of mine, when u see the way both treat literally anyone they consider close you see that neither are the outwardly sappy and affectionate type (for understandable reasons). they simply have very rough ways of loving and I think I appreciate them so much, especially yoohan, bc i see myself in them lmao