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i feel like ido breaking off the engagement is cruel, but tbf he did rape sejin in his past life and he knew he pushed sejin to death before......like how do one admit they did such a terrible thing + not feel guilty at all? it makes sense for ido to not feel like he deserves to be with sejin, especially with the realization that his past actions are still affecting sejin in this life (through the nightmares). like i can't imagine admitting to doing that terrible of a thing to someone you love and coming clean with it to that person, i guess that's the consequences of ido's actions lol