rize's Things

I'm pansexual and NBSB, not anymore tho as I recently got a boyfriend. I dated before but I never been in a relationship so now whenever someone ask me if I have a boyfriend, I am hesitant to say I have one. It's kinda embarrassing(?) to admit I have one. Anyone else feels like this?

So whenever I am talking to someone I can't stop romanticizing them and our relationship. How can I stop this?

I recently met someone and it's only been 3 days since we've been talking and I've been giggling and shits but I think I romanticize his attitude/characteristics too much & he's face card (he's actually fine FINE but he's too short for me damn) and I heard he was a player/playboy so I want to stop having too much attachment in our conversation/relationship as we are in the same circle of friends (I recently met him because when he was present in hangouts, I was absent lol)

i can't go outside without makeup anymore, i feel so ugly with my bare face

i think i'm average looking but i still get insecure, how i can fix it?

So I was reading this BL and he was licking his ear & his piercing and I was like "dayum that was hot" but I ick so hard after because that's kinda gross

coz i bet not everyone clean their ears everyday (i do to the point its bleeding but yeah most of people don't, base on my observation)

Bro what happened to the homepage section, i swear I have more than 900 "I already read" and more than 800 "I'm reading"

Is it a glitch? I noticed this happened a few years ago y'know the reading list count decreasing but I just thought of it as a glitch and will be fixed soon but now it happened again

Anyone else?