ppl who hate lydia are ppl who dont understand what it’s like having a mentally ill parent who loves you. idc if none of y’all forgive lydia's, what’s important is that lyrica does and loves her. what lyrica needs from someone she loves and depends on is to get their shit together, not leave her or be repenting 24/7. trust me, i have a parent who repents often and feels bad about herself but physically can’t do anything to change bc of her struggles, it’s exhausting.