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Rather than seeing him as a child he tells like the only reason Jonak puts up with him is so he can have a place to stay, he feels that he is taking advantage of him due to the age gap and biological differences more than he sees him as a kid, the image of Jonak being a kid is mean to protray innocence and helplessness, only being able to follow the whims of the powerful. He does not fully believe that Jonak actually cares for him due to this, hence he in his own way is trying to show that he doesn't see him as a means of sexual desire hence the no sex for decades thing.