beta
ive always had the feeling that shishikura was the only one in it in this relationship. esp at the end of vol.1 when it was him who ended up confessing first. he even contemplated about apologising when he didn't do anything wrong. but i still find their chemistry really good, esp for a enemies to lovers pair.
but kotani is really doing it right now. he feels so distanced from uke regarding feelings. they don't talk, they have s3x everytime they have an argument. and it's always kotani initiating it and shishikura always the one wanting to talk instead.
kotani needs a SERIOUS chasing arc frfr. this new guy seems the catalyst for jealousy arc. hehehe. cuz if was shishikura and i was dating to marry, and my partner out of the blue (WHILE IM LOOKING SO HAPPY AFTER A WEDDING PHOTOSHOOT EVEN THO IT WASN'T ACTUALLY FOR A WEDDING??) said he doesn't want to marry. im ending it, idc. cuz like, what's the point of dating e/o if my goal here is to marry and you don't want to??