i’m actually losing my mind, i’m team dohwa but in my heart i was still lowkey hoping eunhyuk locked tf innnnn BITCH DOHWA NEEDS TO WIN IM ACTUALLY TWEAKINGGGGGG
I finished this all on manga buddy ugh, forever my fave intro into BL stories. The ending was amazing! Not art style compares to POTN, only one that comes close slightly in new gen BLs is codename anastasia
YESSS BRO CHAP 120 DOHWA STANS YALL R GONNA BE SO HAPPY
“IVANTILL IVANTILL” that is draco malfoy and harry potter twan
HI SPOILERS FOR READER WHO WANT TO KNOW MORE!!! EXTRA SPOILERS BEYOND THE CUT!! The link is my original spoilers for what happens in the future chapters after this and below this is where i’ll put more info and parts of what happens in college when they reunite!
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/20111648/
Spoilers for what exactly Yohan lied about manhwa may change it!:
Alright so I’m going to try my best to remember but basically
The person who exposes him is none other then his sister who if you remember in the earlier chapter, told Jun to stay away from Yohan, funnily enough she was actually being fr like she genuinely knew how much of a weirdo he was and she though Hun wasn’t a bad person she said that if she did half as much as Yohan did she would’ve been disowned by the family by then and that he was the favorite.
Yohan lied about being hated by his family for being a homosexual, from what i remember the entire family was praying and he decided to say out loud that he wishes for a boyfriend LMFAOOOOOOO, he tricked Jum into thinking that his family hated him and even tried making it seem like he was an outcast by purposely not attending meals, teaching himself how to cook, teaching himself how to wash, yada yada, just to trick Jun into pitying him and thinking Jun knew him deeply, Everything was a fucking lie , even the reason for the argument, he genuinely got violent with Jun for no reason and broke their friendship apart for a lie HE CREATED and then BULLIED him for it, It’s genuinely no wonder why Jun was so hurt. Jun actually went home and cried because of it. I’m pretty sure i’m forgetting a few other things (mainly bc the translation for the novel sometimes confuses me) but he’s done other shit like scream weird shit out loud, be obnoxious, i believe even tricking people into thinking his family was doing weird stuff to him? Basically just destroying their reputation for shits and giggles and for attention (Jun calls him out and Yohan literally agrees he’s like yeah i did it for attention ( He admitted it himself when him and Jun talked about it later in college)
Yohans dad does love Yohan but he also knows how much of a sociopath Yohan is so when he saw Yohan acting all pitiful with Jun at the dinner table he immediately was like WTF are u trying to pull now Yohan. Certain things may not be completely on par with the novel since the translation does confuse me a bit but from what it seems the chapter 100% was correct to the manhwa, this makes me lowkey scared for the next
DISCLAIMER BTW! I’m showing the rest of the ending for this season (I presume?) as well as a bit of the college arc and what i can remember :3! I’ll put warnings incase you don’t wanna go too far.
So from where i left off in the original post I did mention Jaehyun a few times, his role plays as Juns outlet from Yohan, Jaehyun helps Jun but it’s very discreet and hidden when he does so (Yohan ofc finds out anyways but he doesn’t necessarily do anything to Jaehyun until the end)
Jun was intrested in Jaehyun, Jaehyun is described to be attractive but Yohan sort senses that Jun is trying to get involved with Jaehyun (Jun is trying to use Jaehyun in order to get over Yohan by seducing him/trying to get closer to him). After a bit of push and pull with yohan he eventually confronts Jun again I’m going to copy paste this part from my original post!
copy paste: ML went to MC and said along the lines of “Forgive me already and we’ll go back to normal.” and thank GOD MC shuts that down QUICK. Makes him look stupid and tells ML to just never speak to him again and if anything to tell ML father that they’re friends to get him off his back! Yohan gets violent and puts his hands on Jun by pushing him against the wall when he tries to leave bc taxi driver pulls up, he sees how Yohan is with jun and immediately tries helping but Jun is saving yohan ass while also trying to get away from him. Jun tried to leave but yohan catches the door and goes on about JAEHYUN LOL and says he’s an idiot and it Jun hangs out with idiots he’ll be perceived as one, he also mentions if Jaehyun is gonna be the one who jun “latches” onto now. End of copy paste:
More info on Jaehyun since i didn’t describe much of him well but, Jaehyun was also bullied. When he lived in America he described that he experienced racism and was alienated. He’s well aware that Jun is being shunned and does small things to try and help him by giving him food (Jun doesn’t eat in the cafeteria due to Yohan) and letting him stay in the music/art(?) room. Jaehyun 100% is scared of Yohan though, he makes sure that most of the stuff he does in hidden from Yohan because Jaehyun doesn’t want to have problems with Yohan.
Jaehyun KNOWS Yohan is weird, He tells Jun all about how every single one of Yohans actions was deliberate, and that Yohan was interested in Jun (Jun was fake reacting like OMG!!! but Jun was in his head like “I already knew all this but was Yohan really that obvious? How many other people know?”
Everything else about this can be read in the original, BUTTTTT here’s what i didn’t include !
GOING ON AFTER:
After Jun tells Yohan to get away from his house or he’ll call the police Jun doesn’t go to school at all. They’re already about to graduate and Juns parents won’t be attending due to the fact that they have work overseas but after Jun graduates he will be going with them to the states as a vacation!
Jun is really distraught, he’s depressed and doesn’t want to see Yohan at all, but he decides he should go and goes to graduation.
Sigh….Sigh…..
Sooooo, Jun goes to graduation and of COURSE he spots the one and motherfucking only Yohan. Immediately they lock eyes and Jun literally fucking BOOKS it. He’s panicking he thought he could handle it and just get his diploma but no he couldn’t. he runs away and finds and empty classroom hoping that him being there will be enough to calm him down form seeing Yohan.
So..we all know who’s gonna appear. Yohan comes into the room and Juns immediately like get out. But before he could say more Yohan literally drops to Jun (Juns on the floor i think?) on his knees and starts CRYING AND PRAYING holding his rosary.
He’s clutching Huns ankles and whispering things while crying like CRYING. Juns like erm wdf…but honestly i forgot the whole monologuing and all i know is that this is where they have their first kiss.
Jun takes pity on Yohan and his distraught state and he holds Yohans face and kisses him really softly it’s so sad. Jun then gets up and leaves.
there’s a part where it was like “My first kiss didn’t taste like Lemons, It tastes salty and wet” because Yohan once mentioned that first kisses tasted like Lemons UGH THE ANGST.
And then….Jun goes to the states :)! He’s gone and it doesn’t really show anything about his vacation to the states only that he didn’t keep contact with ANYBODY! He turned off (or broke?) his other phone. Making is impossible for anyone to contact him.
COLLEGE ARC SPOILERS!!!!!
So if i making it a long story shortened this is where they’re reunited. Jun makes it back to korea and revives his old phone, he got accepted into the university he wanted to go to and he’s going to dorm them.
LOLLL so to put it simply, Jun checks the school website to see the new admissions and guess who he sees ofc LOLLLLLL YOHAN. Immediately after he sees that he’s like FUCK HELL NOOOOOOOOO. And then his roommate walks through the door.
Guess who’s his fucking roommate, ngl you don’t even gotta guess, YOHANNNNNNN!!!!
IMMEDIATELY Jun is crashing out, it’s said that after highschool he’s more…expressive i think? He’s not as calculated as he used to be due to obvious reasons and he genuinely didn’t want to see Yohan so he’s actually yelling telling him to get out and shit like fr being like “Why YOU?!” and Yohan is in shock he’s like staring at Yohan on some Lego batman gif type shit ifywim LOL, he’s all like I can’t believe it’s you Jun….where have you been….., and Juns just like GET OUTTT. Anyways i don’t really remember too much but all i know is Jun tells Yohan to get out and Yohans like “Whatever u say queen ” and Juns like ….erm you’re actually gonna leave? From what i think i think Yohan didn’t end up leaving and they end up semi talking.
HOW THEY BECOME FRIENDS AGAIN!!!:
So Juns still extremely wary of Yohan, while he understands that Yohan is desperate to talk to him and just be near him he still thinks of all the shit that Yohans done and doesn’t want to get hurt again. Juns still iffy about Yohan (Jun understands that he still has lingering feelings and attachment to Yohan and tries to keep it together) but some shit ends up happening.
So you know how i mentioned in the original post about
COPY PASTE: He almost sets Yohan up by letting Minho (side character who leached off Junwoo and Yohan) who’s surprisingly manipulating and observant, Minho tries to manipulate Jun to make Jun confess to Yohan in the arts (or music?) room and let him record Yohan to show everyone Yohans gay lmao. But Jun being a bad bitch literally snitches him out WHILE minho was hiding waiting for Jun to confess to Yohan, safe to say Yohan BEATS his ass BAD. END COPY PASTE:
That all that happened while they were in highschool. Well it turns out that Yohan didn’t just beat Minhos ass, he took out his teeth (jfc ☠), ruined his social status, made him expelled from the school and gave no money compensation!
So what happens is Jun is at university and he’s suddenly getting a few texts saying “Someone’s looking for you.”
“Is this Jun? There’s a guy going around asking for you?” and a lot of other stuff, Juns confused but then he’s like ugh it’s got to be Yohan. So he calls Yohan and Yohan picks up after two rings and is like “Jun…you called me? You have my number still?” and Juns just like “Hoe cut the bs can you stop asking people about me.” and it gets silent and Yohans like….Jun…whoever’s asking about you isn’t me. That isn’t me.
BROOOOO CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE.
So immediately Juns like….What? then who would….and then Jun starts to smell a familiar scent of cigarettes. ITS FUCKING MINHOOOOOOOO BROOO, Juns realizing he’s fucked (He’s the reason why Minhos life got fucked over because he snitched last minute) Yohans immediately like “Jun where are you right now.” Jun tells Yohan where he is and then hangs up because Minho starts talking to him.
Minhos basically going off calling Jun a piece of shit and how his life was ruined because of Yohan and him and Juns trying his best to dial down the situation and prevent Minho from trying to do anything and Minhos basically saying he’s going to get revenge on Jun now. Juns immediately like what do you mean and then Minho brings out a bottle in his hand. Sigh….
Minho says something like “You know one thing about you that Yohan likes the most is your face Jun.” and he THROWSS THE FUCKING ACID AT JUN. But as you know Jun doesn’t get hit because another person does instead YOHAN. Yohan jumps infront of Jun and prevents Jun from being melted by the attack, Immediately Yohan is screaming because OFC?? He just got acid sprayed on him and Jun is freaking out, Jun Helps Yohan (not too sure who called the police but someone did) and he rushes Yohan to the bathroom to try and wash anything off, it’s described as really gnarly :/ Yohans clothes literally melted into his skin and it from from the back of his neck to his shoulder, arm, and even fingers (The special episode doesn’t include that tho so from what i assume they scrapped that) Yohan eventually gets taken to the hospital where Jun waits for him and stays until he waits up and is done with his surgery. He meets Yohans dad again and talks to him, Yohans dad just points out how Jun looks a mess and that he should get washed up. Jun asked him some questions about Yohan and then asks “Do you love your son?” and Yohans dad is like “Of course I love him.” Yada Yada Yohans dad ends up leaving before Yohan is allowed to see anybody and Jun sees Yohan.
They end up talking and they do end up making up, mainly because Jun knows what Yohan did was something he can be thankful for enough. There is a bunchhh of tension tho.
Okay my fingers are tired but here’s this much ! There prolly typos if so i’m sorry :(
I told yall the spoilers and yeah it seems to be matching up completely with the novel be prepared tho lol, im scared for the arm scene and bullying ngl. If there’s any more questions for the spoilers drop them below so i can answer :3!
I SHPULDVE LET THIS MARINATE ITS SO GOODDDDDD FAWKKK
AETHER RUNNING FOR RERIR HAS ME DEAD ASF LFMAOAOAO i love pnk_crow’s slutty aether and his escapades
lol everyone on tik tok was raving about this being a horrible manhwa and yada yada like on some Killing Stalking type shit but it wasn’t as bad as i thought it was, the ending was pretty funny lol they’re both weirdos but i lowkey fw it. We need more crazy ukes that match the Semes freak
Hi all, so i finally took it upon myself to read the novel and the spoilers really weren’t fucking lying when they said this is where shit gets bad, for fair warnings and further here’s what will happen (Id you do not feel like reading spoilers then i highly suggest you let this manhwa marinate for a few months or even a year bc from now on the chapters are going to be pure pain for MC.
Spoilers!!!!!:
My memory and telling skills aren’t too well but here’s what best i can explain.
After being “embarrassed” by Jun the ML takes the mc up to his room and argues with him, they argue badly and it eventually turns physical (both violently and sexually?) One thing it sure though it that he fractures the MC’s arm, they argue more and MC eventually leaves but ML goes “If you leave your dead to me.” or some shit along those lines and MC ends up leaving either way which completely destroys him later on.
He gets bullied and alienated bad, border-lining Taesan (the kid who was getting bullied in the earlier chapters), yes it gets physical, from bluntly talking shit to him/loudly behind his back to putting glass in his sandals and taking his shoes so he has to use them (he didn’t know there was glass) he found out while (before?) walking home and it spilt open his foot bad, he crashed out and had to go to the hospital and get stitches :(.
I’m telling yall the bullying literally made me want to cry. He’s still trying to be level headed but with the fact he has a fractured arm and can barely walk (he was told he needed crutches but refused because he didn’t want to look anymore weak.) Now while Go Yohan (ML) didn’t actually participate in the that sort bullying (he eventually did) he still TECHNICALLY did by allowing it to happen and not letting them stop. Jun (Mc) even gave him one more chance to redeem himself when one of ML friends purposefully kicked and soccer ball into his head and made his nose bleed. It was honestly heart breaking because Jun literally pleaded with him and said “Please Go yohan.” and Yohan did nothing. If anything he made it worse by eventually being alone in the classroom with Jun and making two classmates think he beat Jun up (he didn’t he just made noises)
While Jun was getting bullied a new cutie (?) named Jaehyun subtly helps Mc, feeding him talking to him giving him the art room yada yada, Jaehyun is described to have brown hair, tall, presumably rich because he’s a transfer student who comes from america, Jun refers to him as “LA boy” and mentions how his way of grammer and talking it sometimes incorrect due to his american origins.
More bullying shit happens and eventually people come to confront jun and jun gets DOWNNN he’s small but using techniques he saw ML use against Junwoo (his old crush) literally helped him get his lick back, He broke the guys nose but also ended up in the hospital.
My memory is bad but i believe this happens AFTER ML went to MC and said along the lines of “Forgive me already and we’ll go back to normal.” and thank GOD MC shuts that down QUICK. Makes him look stupid and tells ML to just never speak to him again and if anything to tell ML father that they’re friends to get him off his back! Yohan gets violent and puts his hands on Jun by pushing him against the wall when he tries to leave bc taxi driver pulls up, he sees how Yohan is with jun and immediately tries helping but Jun is saving yohan ass while also trying to get away from him. Jun tried to leave but yohan catches the door and goes on about JAEHYUN LOL and says he’s an idiot and it Jun hangs out with idiots he’ll be perceived as one, he also mentions if Jaehyun is gonna be the one who jun “latches” onto now.
long story short
To be completely honest yes Jun does end up forgiving (kinda) Yohan, but mainly due to the fact that Yohan came to visit Jun in the hospital after Jin’s fight and they had a deep talk. Jun forgives him and also tries to get along better with Jaehyun (he’s tryna rizz him up in order to get over Yohan) Jun ends up finding out Yohans and fucking freak who lied about literally everything to Jun and Jun deadass behinds to DESPISE Yohan, he resents a lot because he doesn’t know who Yohan actually is. He almost sets Yohan up by letting Minho (side character who leached off Junwoo and Yohan) who’s surprisingly manipulating and observant, Minho tries to manipulate Jun to make Jun confess to Yohan in the arts (or music?) room and let him record Yohan to show everyone Yohans gay lmao. But Jun being a bad bitch literally snitches him out WHILE minho was hiding waiting for Jun to confess to Yohan, safe to say Yohan BEATS his ass BAD. Along with other people who spread the rumors. (Yohan was 100% expecting a confession though but Jun was like nah here’s a plot twist lmao.) This event makes Yohan even more obsessed with Jun? But unfortunately for Yohan Jun knows how Yohan truly is and he pulls away more and more. Eventually he becomes very distant and makes Yohan grovel.
Jaehyun is a coward, Jun acknowledges that Jaehyun is extremely smart and observant (Jaehyun noticed immediately just how much of a sociopath Yohan was and how gay he was for Jun) and Jun (while he did at one point think of him as a potential suitor) ends up having no actual feelings for Jaehyun but eventually likes him fr as a friend.
The go out and eat and then get coffee and YOHAN FINDS THEM AFTER JUN SENT YOHAN A FEXT SAYING HE WAS HOME Yohan was obviously pissed, he got fake buddy buddy with Jaehyun and Jaehyun was pale asfffkkk and then Jun was like (I owe Jaehyun) and he gets his coffee and THROWS IT ON YOHAN . Yohan is in fucking shock and is genuinely baffled. Jun goes off and he’s like “You son of a bitch You were never my friend you asshole” calls him a liar and takes Jaehyun hand and tries to dip but Jaehyun that little pussy was like “I’m going to apologize to him.” and Jun was like whatever and he goes home. Yohan is calling and texting his phone non stop and Yohan eventually texts back going OFF . Yohan then stands infront of Juns house and Jun talks to him while Yohans drunk, Yohans ass is STILL lying and Jun sort of calls him out like and Yohan literally is in shambles. It’s deadass that one tik tok audio “Can we get back together please?!” “no.” “AGHHHH!”
Like he is DISTRAUGHT
My fingers are very tired but if yall have more questions i know of what’ll happen in the next chapters im not finished with the novel
people will continue to defend eunhyuk but i’m so sorry leaving without a word is such a damaging thing to do to anyone LET ALONE UR GF??? Su-ae has had major trust issues because of her bastard ex and eunhyuk doing her like that is genuinely so fucking mean of him no matter the circumstances, a simple conversation of even a TEXT would’ve done anything. Letting her have a chance to perhaps even move on but noooo. I really to my heart and soul hope dohwa wins, i know the chance is little but as of right now he’s the only guy in her life that seems worthy and capable of keeping her happy
I SHPULDVE LET THIS FUCKING MARINATE MORE MY GOSHHHHHH THIS IS SO GOOD IM TWEAKING RIGHT NOW DAWG
my heart dropped seeing him force himself to smile, genuinely the way the artist captures how disturbing and sad a small gesture can be is so devastating, poor yeongwoon :(
hate the bums in the comments hating.YALL DONT KNOW WHAT A TRUE YEARNER SEME IS, i literally love them so damn much. They quite literally match eachothers freak
ts so good but it’s borderline TOO slow that all this feels like filler
thank u so much for the new trans and nice clean up :3!!!