This was an okay read. They were cute but wish there were more character development. And the fact that the uke was abducted and raped was kind of glossed over from emotional point of view was just dissatisfying and a bit uncomfortable. And how the uke wasn't viewed as someone humane and kept being tossed over irked me. The flow of the story in terms of characters' emotions felt pretty weird. Maybe if there were more chapters then that could've been explored better and fit with the story's flow. The creator's main goal was a rom-com but I think that's the very department that the creator kind of failed.
I can relate with Ashida. I also keep thinking what if I get bored later in a relationship even if I'm passionate right now and hurt them later. That's why even if I like someone I choose to pull away. Even with other things I become highly interested at first then I get bored really quickly. Never been in a proper relationship. Now I don't even try. I know I'll hurt them for sure.
Whenever I think of love and relationship there's this person that pops in my head, always. He pursued me for several years but I kept rejecting him. I was kinda getting feelings for him but I pushed him away because I couldn't come in terms with my feelings and confusion. Never been in love before, had crushes but the intensity of feelings was different towards him. So, I got scared and pushed him away. It has been two years since we haven't been in contact but I still think about him. I'm confused whether I'm missing him or the attention he gave. If I confess to him now I would be the most terrible person because I know how hard it was for him to pull himself away from me. And if I confess to him with these half-assed feelings of mine then it's definitely unfair for him and the several years he had to suffer.
Whenever I try to start something with someone else his thoughts start to haunt me. I freaking can't get him out of my mind. I have seen him broken and I don't want to see it ever again because of my push and pull attitude. I wonder how can anyone carry love in their heart. It's so heavy.
Just ranting here because I have no one to share it with and it doesn't help when I'm so awkward with my feelings.










I'm actually disappointed by how the story turned out to be. In my opinion, it's a sad ending. Mc suffered so much in his 1st life as well as other 8 lives, judging from the little snippets. He tried to escape from the ml's clutch across the 9 lifetimes only to fall back into his hands unknowingly. I feel really sad for the mc. He now isn't aware that Chaheon is Nareu-ye but inferring from the story I think that he can recognize him in soul form. Imagine the devastation he will feel then. And the fact that their soul is bound to each other so mc can never escape his grasp. For me, this story is rather a tragedy.