
I mean... That's exactly what I feel when I think about marrying my idol, ain't no way I'm gonna ruin my god. But then at the same time I want them with all my heart it's actually insane how obsessed I am, and how just a single smile from them can actually make my day better. It was bangtan before but like, they're my family noww, and I want them to really be happy with someone. Right now, It's Zi Yu, goddamn that man, I want to give him everything I have just so I can witness his glow, his smile is everything and his moles makes me want to kiss them. I want him so much it makes me physically sick but like I can't even imagine myself actually becoming his lover. Maybe that's what Hira feels, Kiyoi is his god. But his is actually within his reach, I mean Kiyoi likes him, it's just that his self esteem is beyond saving that he thinks he's dirtying his god with his presence.
EWW, WHAT THE FAWK WAS THAT?! Missed this, tho.