beta
7 years ago when i read smut/romance i had this unrealistic expectation from men in real life. That love and lust like that go hand in hand. Only to fucking realize men in real life fucking suck, not just in sex but their emotional commitment too. I cant even enjoy this without having internal conflicts and dilemma on how delusional this makes me when i enjoy it. I mean for fucks sake, if i cant enjoy this in real life, i cant even enjoy for entertainment purposes? You piece of shit ugh fuck. Fuck the universe fuck my logical ass fucking fuck fuck everything.
But the smut and main characters are so pretty for reals. DAMNIT I SHOULD BE THE ONE UNDER THIS FINE PIECE OF MAN SUGDHDJSKND(╯°Д °)╯╧╧