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In ch3... The drawing indicate her repress emotions, probably anger, shame, guilt, betrayal, love- that all woven together when her best friend and father betrayed her, but facing all of those emotions are too much, for herself and for others-that's why she killed herself, cut her arms off so she wouldn't reach them ans stab her head/brain to stop herself from thinking of everything or so what my interpretation is, because i too face a father's betrayal. This is reall interesting btw ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶