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i read this kind of stuff and i'm self-aware enough to understand that this is fiction. i know it’s wrong, i don’t condone it, i don’t romanticize it, and i definitely don’t think any of it is okay in real life. i read it knowing it’s messed up.
but i’m specifically talking about whatever the hell is going on between juyeon and the mc. i know it’s blackmail, coercion, non-consent, rape but up until now, it hadn’t been this graphic and disgusting. those last three chapters were just... what the actual fuck. and why did it go on for so long? had to jump all the chapters except for the last one bc of how disgusting it was
i know the story is fucked up but there is a story. like, i’m genuinely curious to see how the mc is going to find out who juyeon really is, what he’s going to remember, what the full backstory is, even if it’s morally awful, it’s compelling. and yeah, i do find some of it hot, i’m not gonna lie. but calling those three chapters hot?? be serious, ik juyeon’s getting his revenge bc the mc also organized a gang rape on him and they’re both terrible people but that was literally just illustrated gang rape, no nuance, no narrative purpose.