but tbh there was no need to start any inkling of romance this early on in the story. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE FL IS A GROWN ASS WOMAN IN THERE. like girl wtf i thought it'll be a sick ass story where she finally get her family out of ruins and MAYBE when she's back in her original age/ older, there's going to be romance, BUT NOT WITH THIS KID MAN WITH HER FRIEND'S GRANDSON???? INSANE. like i love that the art got sm better as the story goes on and I love the concept but fucking shit why
"ugh i don't like this story why can't she just stay with the crowns and not go back to silopia"
BRUHHHH the whole story was her coming to terms that she's a reincarnation of a horrible person, and she wants to set things right by stepping in to make sure things won't stay it's fucked up ways.
she's not a reincarnation that came into crown's family youngest without a past, she's a reincarnation of one of the most powerful being in the whole world, she's one of the reasons why these young mages are created then tortured to produce powerful magical slaves, she's one of the reasons why the mages are a danger to non-magicians, she's THE founder of the magician nation that's currently causing harm to others.
that's why she have to take responsibility of her past live, she doesn't wanna do it too, but she's conscious enough to understand, that this is ON her.
ass bl.
fuck seungpyon wtv guy.
that's some asshole behaviour? like oh you can threaten people just bc you literally peeked into their personal space (the phone and acc) INTENTIONALLY might i add, all bc you're insecure that he's smarter than you??? LIKE YOU NEVER EVER TALKED BEFORE THIS AND YOU THINK THIS IS OKAY TO DO?? FUCK OFF. then building a love story on top of that as your dynamic is crazy. brown hair guy literally was minding his own fucking business
so what, bc you have some fuckass childhood trauma it's okay if you do these shitty stuff and you don't have to atleast suffer the consequences of your actions bc the victim of your selfish actions are a low esteemed person who genuinely just accepts the manipulation?
that's fucking insane. hell nah. it's not even that they're trying to say that " oh, bc of the way he's raised, he turned out like this" as an EXPLANATION to his actions, it's fr they're saying it as JUSTIFICATION and i think that's crazy.
I'm not saying this to shit on people with issues, im telling you people it's stories like this that portrays people with understandable trauma as shitty fucks who's selfish. sure can people just be assholes? yea, but when that happens you don't suddenly pull out the "i was traumatised as a child" card as a defense. you apologise for your actions, then you repent.? like everyone else when they fuck up? like fuck ups are normal and human, even. but trying to say it was caused by ur trauma instead of owning up to it IN YOUR BIG ADULT AGE IS INSANE.
i get it, being isolated with mugo all the time with not much actual social interactions can make one desperate for it, but holy shit that's so dumb?? RUNNING OUT OF THE FKN HOUSE WHERE YOUR SAFETY IS GUARANTEED??? WHEN YOU WERE JUST KIDNAPPED AND INJURED( BEATEN TO SHIT) ??? yea your hyung's here but fuck he coulda been the one who got onto your ground instead? also has he not learned anything that mugo is literally the only being he's in contact with that's powerful enough to save his whole family? like, bruh, JUST GO ASK MUGO, MAN. i get it, plots gotta run somehow but fuck i hate stupid plot points that makes no sense
but holy shit get away you home wrecker ass vibe man.... i get the feeling like he wants BOTH rui and her hubby.. literally (homewrecker) ², what a fuckass
sure having to deal with your younger, bratty self is kinda cringey and maybe irritating in some way. but man I'd wish he'll be nicer to young ilrok. like you're literally the only one who can ever truly understand the younger you. like ik he knows how shitty it must've felt for young ilrok, so why can't he give the kid SOME empathy? i get that he's supposed to be written as "the cold protagonist who just wants to retire with good money" typa protagonist, but genuinely having empathy makes a protag more likeable and relatable.
fuck off I'm actually GLAD they give both uncensored and censored. i genuinely don't wanna see what the author themselves didn't draw and i just don't wanna see the dicks, man. lightsabers hv been a staple for a long time and i just prefer it that way. don't try to speak for others man
but holy shit these fucking creatures are all annoying me. like ffs, yeonshi, i get it, you're a young fox who's learning but a goofy ass "apple-logy" isn't gonna fucking cut it when all you know how to do is run your stupid ass mouth with no regards of anyone around you and their situations. and let's not even talk abt the big fucking ego ALL of the beasts/yokais/guardians have, and their self righteousness that's fucking misplaced as hell. sure, EVERYONE would love it if the protagonist is the " 100% sacrificing myself for everyone's sake without asking for anything in return" typa thing. but she wasn't even asking for much. these beings have no use of money or material goods and they are ALWAYS fcknng dragging her into shit, FORCING her to comply with their demands. like how can you be this fucking self obsessed. THE WORLD DOESN'T ONLY CONSIST OF YALLS NEEDS AND WANTS. they act like her being extremely interested in money as smth "silly" and "shallow" WHEN LITERALLY NONE OF THEM EVEN TRIES TO DO THE THINGS SHE DID. LIKE WTF.
yes, arguably i still love the story and all but man is it fucking irritating to read when all these creatures 's monologues and dialogues are all extremely condescending towards mc. she's literally bargaining her normal life away for them and they complain about every little thing.
imagine living your whole life like hella, betrayed, abused, and abandoned. then also reincarnated into a dead baby's body, knowing you're being neglected AGAIN. man AND THEN FINDING OUT there's no greater meaning to the betrayal that was your past killer, he was just a bitch the whole time
yk i would LOVE a retelling of this exact plot but throw away the random kdrama-esque of it like, the rich ML and their reunion after years of confession and not remembering each other thingy, I REALLY want to read this thing with it just being angsty emotionally driven story between him and manager, with the whole can-drop-dead-any-moment-disease plot, because as of now, it feels like the author is tacking trope after trope without making any of it the "main" plot point so it feels all over the place. don't get me wrong, it's still fun to read, mostly bc of the pretty artstyle, but yea.
THAT FUCKING MANWHORE NEEDS TO BE KILLED RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW AND THAT RANDOM ASS STALKER PIC IS INSANE. FUCK OFF OH MY GOF I JUST WANT YJEM TO BE HAPPY
UPLOADER REALLY NICE TO TRANSLATE THIS IN SOME DIRE ASS SITUATION LIKE THAT BATTERY PERCENTAGE LMAOOO..
also ngl been reading this shit for years now but i STILL don't understand why he's not seeing his own cognitive dissonance on xinlu vs. ilay matters. like tell me why he excuses ilay's actions that's worse than xinlu so easily and xinlu showing some scary expression disgusts tae sm. like ilay did worse shyt and tae just was like "meh, it's ilay" like girl and sure I'll still be reading, but it is goofy