just finished it and LOVED it so much. i have always been on Sasya’s side all throughout. its because i understand him and his depression. i felt it so much. like those hallucinations and shit arent even exaggerating because its real, great deliction of what it feels like and i never once hated sasya for it. so when all the hardship came i couldnt help but to cry too. i love the angst in this and how they are both toxic lol. but in the end it all worked out so im happi and eyes are tired from crying
guys im fucking tearing up. when pibi said shes cooking something and leaving us hanging with the updates, she had it reserved for this s1 finale. AND IT WAS WORTH IT. Ohmygod im gonna glaze this yaoi as much as i want bc its so good. “You were my God.” YES IAN URE FUKCING INSANE EOHNYGOD JUST MARRY EACH OTHER ALREADY LORDD THE SMUT IS SO GOOD TOO FUCKKKDKKDJWKXJ thats the best chapter ive read so far this month










i love buff dudes going at it