I don’t think it’s quite about being used.. it feels like he is looking for a real bond, people have always been beneath so he felt like something real could not happen, he needs someone who will be on top to take the lead, to take the control, to relieve the pressure of expectations, to make him forget about everything, to only make him focus about the moment rn, he just wants to let go. This is what I’m hearing from him. I think what really drives this guy is the control Courtney will have on him, if she’s not enjoying it, it’s the same as Richard controlling what goes and what doesn’t, and that’s not quite what he wants, cause then it’s not real, the bond is not there and he’s still very much in control, it’s the same as just ordering a servant to do that. He wants to become subservient to her desires, that’s why he’s trying to plant them in her, make them surface and that’s why he need her to be his queen cause then outside of all this they are equal so she won’t be beneath him to make the bond real.I'm 20 and I haven't lost it yet. I have a really high sex drive but I've never been attracted to anyone around me, my friends say I may be asexual, I don't think that I am. However until I do find someone sexually attractive I'll remain a virgin. Besides you can't miss what you don't know and self love *wink wink* is a beautiful thing.
An experience both awakening and a decision I should've not taken? Pure horror, confusion, and raging emotions swirling all over the place. I'm strictly hetero, no matter what. Got a boyfriend at that time (He's my husband now) and is quite young. It just started on a simple prank by some of my friends who's like 'Hey, could you check this out? I ......
I was like. (-_-) ... (o_o) (0_0) (O_O) (*_*) (
My first thoughts were as follows: "Well, hello there" ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ "Oooooo, me likey" ヾ(☆▽☆) "God forgive me, but I dig this" ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~ #LadyBoner (≧∀≦)
"this shit is gold"
Mmmh... I've had a few, so... here's the top? Normal: During reccess I used to either stay with a group of friends or just wander around the school buildings and courtyard. Once when I was walking near some pilars I realise that a couple of guys in front of me are sharpening knives on the pilar next to them. It was already too late to get away fro......
My first kiss made me so happy yet so sad. It made my eyes open and discover that... Im such a loner cause my first kiss was Eren Jaeger's poster. true story bro (づ￣ ³￣)づ
A quick dive into Richard’s psyche from my pov