
So, seme has a self sabotage behavior. He is craving love but is afraid because of his trauma. He doesn't want to move forward but also doesn't want to back down. He feel safe being close to someone and he don't want to be alone but too afraid to actually confess and put label on it. It's remind him of how his mother change after one incident, she always said she love him, but berate him the next day. After she died, I think his trauma interfere with his EQ development, a lot of his behaviors show that. He definitely needs therapy, which I almost never see in bl. Lmao
That was a frustrating read, I can't even finish the whole thing. I have a friend who is in a pretty similar situation to minwoo. She liked her guy bestfriend for 3 years, the guy knew but never like her so he just let it be. Until the guy decided to get married to someone else, a few months before the wedding my friend decided to get over her feeling and told him that she like him, and that she want to cut him off of her life now bcs he is getting married. Now a few years later the guy still trying to contact my friend or just asking to hang out together. But my friend is so done with him, she just keep ignoring him.