Look no one needs a reason to leave a relationship any relationship even if it's a happy one if you wanna leave then leave, but that's not why you're doing all this bullshit. You're doing it cause you're jealous and yes it's also his fault for not talking to you when everything was going down, but he's here now trying to have a conversation and you won't talk to him. Which result in all this dumb bullshit were about to go though TUATS DOESN'T EVEN END WHEN IT SHOULD CAUSE IT JIST KEEPS FUCKING GOING!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ so in this moment yes I do think you are stupid I get it's the trauma, but you know how people deal with trauma? THE GO TO A THERAPIST THEY DON'T RUN AWAY!!! FUCKING TALK IT OUT MY GUY HES TRYING TO TALK TO YOU!!! ヽ(`Д´)ノ