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Even ignoring the romance, so much of the conversations about values and gender resonated with me so deeply. Youth is such a painful time in all aspects and the social part makes it all much too complicated…

People complain about the ending being rushed but I’m not mad. It was a little glimpse into the future and even if we don’t know exactly how it played out, I think it fits. Taichi values Touma Ambiguously; it is shown even in the beginning when he blushes around him. The way to keep him close while he was dating Futaba was to stay friends because his affection surpassed romance but I think evolved once he was single. It’s happened to me and it’s not malicious.

Masumi ending up with a man didn’t feel like erasure to me either. I might be biased since I am bisexual myself, but I saw it as she couldn’t love her boyfriend because she loved Futaba. Not that she couldn’t love a man. Mami’s commentary on what being a woman in society and Masumi’s reaction to the conversation also made it clear that her shown distaste for men was mostly from her position as a ‘vulnerable’ woman. Her bisexuality at the end did not irk me for these reasons.

I think it is a valuable read.

I expected to cry. I really did. I didn't expect to cry THIS much. I cried for 3 chapters and I cried some more. Why the hell did they have to include the part where they grew old, one had to die first, leaving the other? I was like, "You left him again!" Had to cry a lot of times. I'm crying even right now!

I didn't like the cowardice of the Seme. I suppose it's understandable since they were together since they were young. They were bound to doubt their relationship. That's the downsides of marrying or dating young. You don't really know if your love is real or you just got swept away by your youth and the years together just ties you down.

I was like, "You hurt Yuki, you coward!" To the Seme. I mean, did you guys see Yuki's eyes?! They were full of life and when Akira said they should break up, the light just went out in his eyes and his face lost all emotions. It hit me real hard how hurt he was.

It's actually pissing me off a bit because the chasing arc wasn't that satisfying. Also, the damage that the Seme did after it all. He hurt not just one person, but also his wife. If he had just talked it out and fixed it with the Uke, he wouldn't have had to involve his ex-wife. Now he's someone who hurt two significant people in his life just because of his fear and selfishness

This was too realistic I cannot not be carried away with my emotions. I'm not gonna read this again unless I want my heart broken!

Anyways, the art is good, the concept is wonderful. So realistic! And the plot is magnificent! It's a golden story with a wholesome plot and I'll be danged if I ever read this again because I'm dehydrating from the tears.

Future glimpses: 19.5. 23. 26. 33. 42-43. extra. 50. 55-56. 62-63. 56extra. 67. 78. 80. 85. 88. 90. 96. 102. 107. 110-110.5. 117. 124. 131-extra. 138.

44. 48. 56extra: Potato + mother (?)

Side couple: 25. 27. 35. 37-39. 41. 47. 52-53. 57-59. 68-70. 72-73. 74.5. 75.5. 77. 79. 82-83. 87. 89. 92-93. 95.5. 96.5. 99-101. 103-104. 105. 107-109.5. 111. 113-116. 118-123. 126-128-129. 132. 134. 136-137

140.5: "These are for you." (Groceries)
139: "Let's go on a vacation." (Just the two of us)
136: You took the boss, now you want to take him? (A lot going on in this ch! )
134: "You can borrow my clothes."
127: Watching him drink with women
65: "You just have to stay by my side."

I didn't like this one tbh. Sure, it was supposed to be poetic or whatever, but the thing between the grandfather and Misaki was just strange. It's weird for an old man to be blatantly projecting his romantic feelings for an old friend onto his friend's grandson, and I really dislike how they delivered that by portraying a younger version of the grandfather pining after Misaki. I also felt like Misaki was very inconsiderate of the other guy's feelings. Just the fact that he went along with the grandfather's whims, despite being fully aware of his (the high schooler, whose name I don't remember) feelings, was bad enough. And the scene where he wiped food off the grandfather's face - while he was being portrayed as his younger self - and ate it was so gross to me lmao. If he was doing it because the grandfather was financially useful, that wasn't emphasized in the story NEARLY enough. Shit like that can't just be contextually implied - a scene where he's like "I can't afford to care about superfluous things like romance right now; I need money," would have sufficed. But more importantly, if he actually liked the other guy back, why would he wait 10 years to say that? A decade wasted in what was believed to be unrequited love... most people would've hopefully moved on by then

to anyone reading this, i highly recommend that you listen to "Asrun dream" by gackt. i found out it was written about ash and eiji

Hey guys so i was in japan last week and i saw that their was prequel for this. I was so excited i ended up buying it problem is i dont read japanese. And i dont know how to scan a manga for digital upload. So if anyone wants to help me with that lmk.

the story only have an "extra story/side story scenario" which do not have the main story.

i guess, you'll only understand the story if you already watch the taiwanese BL Drama called " Kiseki: Dear to me" or read the web novel. It was adapted from the web novel "Dear to Me" (奇蹟) by Lin Pei Yu (林珮瑜). there's also "Kiseki+" A side story of Kiseki:Dear to me"

It was from web novel > bl drama > side story/extra.

so there's no main story comic happen in the past, only a taiwanese drama that was made on year 2023 and the side story/extras which recent release this year (2024) through comics.


ps. the info below is from here :
https://www.yesasia.com/1127503352-0-0-0-en/info.html

The love stories of Bai Zong Yi and Fan Ze Rui plus Chen Yi and Ai Di from hit Taiwan BL drama Kiseki: Dear to Me get extra side chapters! The Kiseki: Dear to Me Side Stories comic features new BaiFan and ChenAi short stories written by the original author and screenwriter Lin Pei Yu, and drawings by Gene who also illustrated WBL Side Stories. The book includes comic character profiles and selected drama stills

Do any of y'all know any list of manhwas with seme's perspective just like this one? I feel like it's quite rare to find!

Guys, I found the English novel here. It is not very well-translated, but it sure is readable. If you have finished Chapter 62 (manga), go straight to Chapter 16 (novel). pls enjoy:
https://www.scribblehub.com/series/1006859/half-of-me/

hm i would say this is very well done though? the metaphors with the fish—a pet used to satisfy us and barely remembered when died—and the fish tank, the last shot of both of them seen through the tank signifying them deluding themselves that instead of murky water they’re looking through rose-coloured lenses to cover up how filthy the relationship is. and the child, mirai whose name sounds like future in japanese, who had no future living in that dark room, who had no future relationships to look forward to, who had no past that comforted him, has now a future living with his rapist. a future of constantly tricking himself to feel that he is wanted and loved.

I felt so ... Undecided and unsure during the entirety of this read. On one hand, I do love the concept, I do love the art style, even the plot and I did finish this story in less than 24 hours... But I still couldn't picture myself giving it 5 stars and was even struggling with the idea of giving it 4 stars. Hmm, there's parts that I love and parts that I loathe, and nothing in-between - I suppose that's why? I'm going to try breaking down all of my thoughts, so please excuse this behemoth of a comment:

Let's discuss the most important thing that broke my heart: Siwon's situation. Siwon deserved the world and got nothing for it. What were his dreams? Who were his friends? What were his worries and insecurities before the bullying?

Jiwook aimed his resentment at Siwon because he was an easy strawman to do so, but Jiwook was the one who kept digging this impossible hole the whole time – from the very beginning. Being compared to someone else, who's seemingly so perfect, and thus be dismissed by everyone sucks. It's inherently a difficult situation to be in and to watch; what could jiwook and Siwon even do to change their circumstances? Every word said in comfort has a high risk of being a trigger word for someone who's so filled with anger and vulnerability – we see Siwon accidentally triggering Jiwook during their every interaction... Having said that, however, Siwon tried desperately to be there for jiwook and support him, until the very end; asking questions to get a better understanding of the situation, all whilst Jiwook refused to let him in even a little bit. Through all of that, Jiwook's resentment grew into a monster that was just... So preventable.

At the end, Jiwook says that he had no other choice and that he was just trying to survive... But that's not true. He had countless different choices he could've taken; he was in a privileged position in the specific sense that he had a brother who would've stayed by his side through everything, and would've supported him the whole time. Jiwook was the one who let it burn.

But still, I felt so conflicted and torn when it came to Jiwook. One chapter I'd be cursing and rolling my eyes at him, but the next I'd be struggling to feel that same anger, even if nothing had really changed. Jiwook kept being that brat who refused to take accountability, feel remorse or grow up (even for himself). So why did I feel guilty and somewhat bad during the big confrontation?

It was only at the very end that it hit me. With the exception of Siwon and Taemin, Jiwook was the most "human". He was god awful and deserved to be punished severely for the unforgivable acts that he had such a heavy hand in, do not misunderstand me. I would feel angriest when he was interacting with Taemin or Siwon, and I would feel this guilty pity when he was talking to Siwoon or Yohoon. At some point, I believed that there would be a reveal that Jiwook's body had been used by Yohoon and co' too, that Jiwook in some ways was a victim, but that wasn't the case. He was heinous, but still, so was Yohoon. But Yohoon wasn't that much worse than his lackeys, and they weren't worse than the classmates, who themselves weren't better than siwoon. In the end, they were all monster who either participated or remained amused and entertained (or even bored) bystanders. They were ALL complicit. But only Jiwook had a reason, no matter how fallible and imbecilic it was. Yet he was the only one who was implied to be punished out of the countless perpetrators.

This all made me realize how terrified I was for Taemin (and thus Siwon). Taemin was fighting so hard for a future that would be HIS, only for it to be ripped away from him so unfairly. Even more heartbreaking that he was just quickly thinking about that future and those goals that he was closer to than ever, when it happened.

To know that Siwon had woken up for a split moment in Taemin's body and then still died, taking it with him, likely never realizing that the switch had even happened... To know that both of them lost their identities, efforts and work, goals and dreams, everything, in that moment.

A lot of readers feel upset that Taemin didn't fight for Siwon's justice, but I somewhat don't fully agree. When he realized that Siwoon had gone through hell, he felt a sense of responsibility to find out what happened and maybe even get Siwon justice. In the end, though, they never knew each other. When Siwon died, Taemin's body and all that was attached to it, also died; I wonder if there was any resentment over that (even if it obviously wouldn't have been siwon's fault.) I think I would've.

I mentioned that I was terrified for Taemin. Even with his explanation for feeling so attached to Siwoon, I felt like there was a lot more at hand.

There was a scene where Taemin mentioned that nothing in Siwon's environment belonged to Taemin, and that he felt bad using Siwon's money because of it. Everything around Taemin was fully unfamiliar, everyone was a stranger or an enemy; any reason to dream or to think about the future became unnecessary, because this new life wasn't even his.

Siwoon was the only familiar face, so he latched on to him. But even siwoon had changed so fundamentally that I questioned whether he could even be considered the same person anymore. Everything about him had changed. Og Siwoon even stated that Siwoon killed his original self, his identity. What familiarity was there really for Taemin.

But Taemin was so hyperfocused and fixated. I wondered if it was purposeful that the parents were never mentioned again after the coma, or that Taemin never explored any hobbies, or did every day things (without Siwoon) like eating or sleeping. Even when his dream of going to school was to some degree fulfilled, that is pushed to the side in favour of Siwoon.

Hmmm, Taemin kept complaining about Siwon's body's lack of stamina, muscle, etc, but never did anything to change this... Even when he previously had gotten his original body to a very fit state. Everything that made Taemin his own person was almost fully stripped to make place for Siwoon; Taemin who was a complex character became very one dimensional. Even at the end he never revealed to have any dreams or hopes for the future outside of Siwoon, and that has left me anxious.

Mm, this is perhaps unrelated, but I wish Taemin did more to honour his past self and that Siwon got some type of redemption, or at least acknowledgement. I hoped that we would get a scene of Taemin "telling" Siwon that he had done well and deserved to be at peace, even if it had to be in death. I hoped we would get a scene where Jiwook doing literally anything to remember and show gratitude to Siwoon and all of the efforts he did to be a good brother, even if he never realized that Siwon had actually died back then.

I hope I wasn't too negative... I loved a lot about this story, and just the fact that it made me have so many thoughts shows that, I think. This is such an amazing first story, so I hope that the author is very, very proud of herself because she did do a good job, I think. I'm really excited to see what she'll do in the future and I'll be following her work closely.

I apologise again for the very long read, but if you have read this far, I'd love to read your thoughts. :>

YES! TRY TO READ THE NOVEL ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ ITS SOOO GOOODDDDD

rec some bl where its one-sided and when mc decides to give up, the other guy falls inlove and now hes the one chasing the mc

Hello, Is there a novel to this ?

Any recommendation for BL with an agent or mafia stuff? Manga, manhua, manhwa, anything is okay. tia!

I think i've found the raw... So can anyone translate it? https://comic.pixiv.net/works/6021

Does this have a novel like I need more