the close up on shinya's hand on shinya's hips haunted me like a conscious sin i made in a battlefield, and this finally moved up to the featured section so i was like you know what. lemme try. last time i did that was after seeing the "id like to drink milk" scene in fellow travelers and as i read on i finally felt emotions as viscerally as i did with yoi and fellow travelers. meaning im not gonna kms until netflix releases this cause I can actually see the actors faces if I try, and for the love of god they're actually worse than lovers









i mean. the whole faking it it thing is another (he is doing everything she asked of him before), but killing her is another. what u even supposed to do? i'm sorry i killed u? i really wad js insane enough to kill u but also follow u to another life????