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Geez, yes Dohu 'used' you as his muse. But that is not an excuse to accuse him of your delusions because he could be put in that situation as he could be noticed to have the potential, and he's literally not in any position to refuse because it was the director's order lmao. If only you gave Dohu the chance to speak up when you ran into his arms after a shitty encounter with your family, we wouldn't be here—still not hearing Dohu out. Do us a favor and get professional help because your issues are getting in the way of your work. You're an adult, btw.