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helrb.exe October 8, 2025 6:11 am

dojin got a fatty on him gahdamn

helrb.exe October 6, 2025 7:01 am

okay genuinely what in the world could have possibly made yurien fall in love with eki?? cuz as the leader of the knights back then there’s no way he wasn’t informed of the true identity of the owner of the sword and we’ve already confirmed that he has his memories from before she turned back time. and there was little to no opportunity where he could’ve fallen for her before she turned back time too like unless he’s some sort of a masochist who likes women who kill him or are stronger than him there’s no other explanation i fear or maybe during the time she was locked up in the dungeon she could hear her voice and heard what she was saying about how she will try her best to break free from the cursed sword BUT if that were the case why didn’t he talk back to her if he can hear her voice??? like genuinely someone explain this to me i don’t care if it’s a spoiler i just need to know when he fell in love with her cuz the storyline ain’t lining up

    boohoo October 6, 2025 8:28 am

    i'm so confused too i wanna know, but i like your theory about him being able to know her true thoughts in her past life. maybe because he was the owner of the sword and he retained his memories from his past life, he also retains the swords memory? so that whole journey of her fighting and scouring to find all the swords just to reverse time, he witnessed that and fell in love??

    Alfalafal October 6, 2025 12:32 pm

    I don't think he completely remebers his past life
    He sees them as fragments and is unsure if they are true or not
    And about him loving eki
    Idk it was not like that in the chapters I've seen
    But yeah he might have had a crush on her
    And if you think about it love at first sight also exists so he doesn't have to be a masochist or anything to like her
    And even if he didn't liked her I think it was just in his nature to give someone a chance plus it wasn't easy to kill her she was strong enough to beat them all

    But since he gave her too many of them I would love to conclude that he liked her (not loved her cuz for that they fr needed to have some communication)

    Sasuke0723 October 6, 2025 1:31 pm
    I don't think he completely remebers his past lifeHe sees them as fragments and is unsure if they are true or notAnd about him loving eki Idk it was not like that in the chapters I've seenBut yeah he might have... Alfalafal

    That first sight of Yurien leads a tragedy for Echi's life. Sad, but it was because of some inferiority complex with his second brother.

    Alfalafal October 6, 2025 1:43 pm
    That first sight of Yurien leads a tragedy for Echi's life. Sad, but it was because of some inferiority complex with his second brother. Sasuke0723

    Oh I did not know their background story but that is possible too
    I just care for yurien to not be a masochist pleasee

    Robin-chan October 6, 2025 2:14 pm
    Oh I did not know their background story but that is possible too I just care for yurien to not be a masochist pleasee Alfalafal

    I think his spirit was in the sword after he died and he saw her normal self after that...

    Sasuke0723 October 6, 2025 4:33 pm
    Oh I did not know their background story but that is possible too I just care for yurien to not be a masochist pleasee Alfalafal

    He's too good. A perfect match— I already read the novel.

    Sasuke0723 October 6, 2025 4:33 pm
    I think his spirit was in the sword after he died and he saw her normal self after that... Robin-chan

    Correct!

    Sasuke0723 October 6, 2025 4:37 pm

    He does see Echi in most brighter shades with his true eyes— that's what made him curious about her.

    Sasuke0723 October 6, 2025 4:40 pm

    If you want to read the novel, here's the link— https://fourseasonsforest.wordpress.com/the-flower-with-a-sword/

    The chapters are being uploaded up to side stories when I read the novel, but I don't know why the chapters are being removed, then re-uploaded again.

    Alfalafal October 6, 2025 11:58 pm
    If you want to read the novel, here's the link— https://fourseasonsforest.wordpress.com/the-flower-with-a-sword/The chapters are being uploaded up to side stories when I read the novel, but I don't know why t... Sasuke0723

    Oh thanks will try

    helrb.exe October 7, 2025 5:19 am
    I think his spirit was in the sword after he died and he saw her normal self after that... Robin-chan

    waitttt i like thisss if this is true then i absolutely love that and can get around understanding how yurien fell in love with her

    helrb.exe October 7, 2025 5:21 am
    I don't think he completely remebers his past lifeHe sees them as fragments and is unsure if they are true or notAnd about him loving eki Idk it was not like that in the chapters I've seenBut yeah he might have... Alfalafal

    i said the masochist thing because it felt like the only other time he could have fallen in love with her was when she was literally attacking him and killed his ahh if he completely remembers the past, came back to the currently timeline and is in love with her why SHOULDNT i think his ahh is a masochist

    Silent Reader October 8, 2025 6:18 pm

    SPOILER














    Yurien found out that the reason why the bardergiosa went to the Roaz estate was just because he looked at Eki for a short minute because he saw that out of all the people there, Eki is the only one with a pure fire or orb like ember spirit, or it might been purple but you know something that caught his eye. And then his brother the 2nd prince noticed it and targeted the Roaz for their plot to bring down Yul. some time or years passed when Eki already got possessed by the bardergiosa, Yul recognized Eki because of her spirit color and how even though it was being swallowed by malice, her spirit still tries to fight it and that's the reason why he saved and kept her in the dungeon and gave her a chance of survival. Every time he visits her, he checks her spirit and it shows that she is definitely fighting her way to breaking free. He was silently hoping that she wins her battle with her malice so he can learn more about her since he is genuinely interested with her.

    Then when he was away, you know that time when Eki got out of the dungeon and murder everyone in the city including Yul. That time Yul was meeting with the first prince and learned that the 2nd prince was behind it all and he was able to put two and two together as to why the Roaz was chosen to bear the bardergiosa. He was filled with guilt and he felt the he was responsible as to why Eki turned into a monster by the bardergiosa. That's why when he was killed by Eki he did not get mad or anything instead he felt sorry deeply sorry for Eki and that he wished he didn't look at her at that banquet. and when he woke up after that his giosa showed him how Eki collected all the giosa and how Eki cried and kept apologizing for killing him and all the wrongs she did.

    TBH, he really was just curios with her first but then that curiosity turned into much more especially that part when he saw how her spirit was the brightest that he saw. Not to mention anyone who holds the bardergiosa gets mad and dies but Eki was able to wield it for many years even when mad. That shows how great Eki's innate talent was. He really idolizes her even before he knew it himself.

    I also love the part where he keeps checking on her in the dungeon and waiting for her to regain her sanity so Eki can tell him her name and it was also the same with Eki. Even without words they both want the best for each other.

    I just love this story that I really paid a translator app so I can read it HAHAHAHAHAH ( P.s this is all from how I remember it so that's why I can't really remember some details. )

    cai October 10, 2025 6:32 pm
    SPOILERYurien found out that the reason why the bardergiosa went to the Roaz estate was just because he looked at Eki for a short minute because he saw that out of all the people there, Eki is the only one with... Silent Reader

    HOLY SHIT??? NOW I WANNA KNOW IF THEY ENDED TOGETHER AND LIVE A HAPPY LIFE LIKE A PRINCESS INA DISNEY MOVIE

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helrb.exe October 2, 2025 9:04 am

yaoi with some good ol size differences please!

helrb.exe September 15, 2025 9:02 am

yall i know this is crazy to ask on here of all places but i have been searching for this one wattpad story i read once for FIVE YEARS and i NEED to find it so im placing my bets that maybe someone on here will know it

but basically it was a spicy wattpad fanfic story with the demon guys from obey me it had different scenarios with all of them and like over 30 parts and I very EXPLICITLY remember Lucifer and Beelzebub’s story but lemme just say one of Lucifer’s stories involved y/n (can’t believe i’m saying this in the big 25…) was in his office and eventually they end up sitting on him as Lucifer is doing his work cuz yn was getting impatient and then they end up…yea…and with Beelzebub’s i can’t really remember THAT much but it ended up with yn “rubbing” up on Beel’s thigh

and basically i just remeber all the stories/parts in that wattpad story being TOP TIERRR like i NEED to find it BAD i’ve been trying to find for like forever and now im worried the author completely deleted the story entriely cuz i can’t find it no matter how much i look PLEASE tell me someone knows what im talking about or has any info

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