pinkbunny

I… sigh. I understand being anxious, right. I understand being an over-thinker, right. But sometimes you need to calm down and take a deep breath, girl, cause wtf.

I mean, if I was the top, I would’ve agreed to the breakup when the bottom asked. I get it that the bottom was overwhelmed, this was his first relationship, and he just needed guidance but his boyfriend has made sure to dote and cherish, continuously confess that he loves him back. The top even wants to go public, because his love for his boyfriend is stronger than what the public image thinks of him.

Sigh.

Imagine if your partner says to you stuff like “I wish I wasn’t your first, I wish we could take a break and then I can go learn about dating from someone else before coming back to you.” BRO! ARE YOU NUTS? WHY ARE YOU SAYING SHIT LIKE THAT?

I understand the bottom is a people pleaser but it gets to a point, you know? To a point where it pisses people off. You not only invalidate your own feelings but your boyfriend’s feelings too. He got hurt by your words. Because you would prefer that your first kiss wasn’t with him. How mad are you to say that?

Omg. It started out so cute, but the MC needs to go to public speaking class and build up his confidence or some shit. He’s pissing me way off.

I can’t believe we haven’t seen the bottom changed into a better confident person. Now we get side stories. Meaning, he’s stuck being like that. Invalidating his feelings and his partner’s feelings. Yeah, that’s suffocating.

If our MC is leaving, then the story might end sooner, so of course he’s written to stay, so we could see more about Owen, the MC and the ML