Tbh the difference in the mc's expression in other's pov and his own pov whenever like vercion sexually assaults him is rather confusing (also adding the aftermath reaction like nothing bad happened). Sunwon has a rather complicated personality and the story is not giving a clear distinction whether he is serious or not serious with his feelings in certain part of stories that needs it. Sure the different povs sure is entertaining but over use of it makes his personality very shallow and frustrating cause it sometimes needs to be serious or thats just me gdhdh
Its only the recent chapters that has slowly shown his resolve which is finally happening, hopefully its stays like this.