mmem's manga / #c41-(9)

c80 car crash; 87-88 communicate/actually look like they’re enjoying smex; Something about this story makes me feel depressed/melancholy. Really feels like the ML isn’t that interested in him, but maybe that’s because of the ML’s dead eyes lol, maybe he’s too understated with his emotions, or maybe it’s because the MC constantly says it hurts while having smex?

c17 confrontation w ex (u didn’t even notice I’d blocked you); c19 distance/confesses; c22 true first meeting; c28 refuses to let him touch his front; c31 finally talk; c32 finally touches the front but still have a long way to go to fix issue; c36-38 how MC met Yumin; c41 meets dad;

I can’t put my finger on why but something about the Mc bothers me c26 learns he neutralizes mana;

c40 seme confesses; c41 agrees to date and decides not to clear up misunderstanding that he liked him from the start;

c2 wall btw them that’s his fault; c3 jealous and worried ML will leave him; c6 afraid of being abandoned so tells him he can do anything to him; c9 day MC left him for adoptive parents; c17 doesn’t want him to date or get married, agrees to smex as long as he doesn’t make a family w someone else; c20 smex; c24 terrified ML’s dad will take ML away from him; c32 smex and promise to go home; c33 MC forgot last night; c35 rejects MC who snaps later; c36 dad determined to keep them apart; c38 realizes he loves ML;