Sankaku Opera
Stalker's Game
22/8-21. gehhhh...??? what to say, what to think... theyre both messed up, though hyunsung considerably less so, obviously.. i do feel for him a bit. his lifelessness? lifelessness in general is something i seek in media. complete indifference, or emptiness, it is hard to find people getting pushed over that edge. itd be nice for action series to include things like that, since thats what i enjoy reading most.. oftentimes thats what i feel when i attempt to put myself in the characters positions — void, for lack of better word. hyunsung is, in a way, like void. not fully, because that probably wouldnt make an engaging story, but just slightly... i do appreciate it. i did like the ending somewhat, in the way that any other ending wouldve been a pain in the ass for hyunsung and for the other guy. i love happy endings. i hate tragic and depressing things. thats just how it is. itll bring about an easier and more fulfilling life. LMFAOOO ok what am i even talking about. i hate rape!!! fucking bastard!!!!! Ahh... ah well! hyunsung is great imo. Thats all kek 23/11-21. reread epilogue stuff. hyunsung is just like me fr fr.. just kidding. i do think hes what ive been seeking, although its too extreme, to the point where i feel uncomfortable rather than comforted... hes so selfish i think. Man!!!!! its interesting, the way i feel about his character, that is. i dont know what to say or think, both about this and in general. hyunsung is so hopeless. im not hopeless and i cant identify with him or understand him fully and yet i can see myself in him OK LMAOOO STFU.... i sound so pretentious i hate myself. but how else shall i convey my genuine thoughts to the world...! im so cringe




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