New York New York
This one is fucking amazing! If i could give 10 stars i would. Im usually not a fan of bittersweet stories cos i tend to focus on the bitter part but holy shit i even liked the bitter parts of this. My heart is heavy after reading but its so worth it. I cried when theyre sad and i cried when theyre finally happy. Itll be hard for me to reread this because it just made me feel too much but the story will definitely stay with me for a long time. Gosh i feel so attached to mel
Warehouse
Omg that was such an intense read! Those few panels of what ifs on dohyuns mind was what really broke my heart. Seeing sungho be his old cheerful self was so sad. Cos what a waste! All the heartbreak they couldve avoided if they just understood each other more ╥﹏╥ I might get attacked for this but the ending kinda made sense to me? I kinda liked it honestly. I mean yeah if they were normal people with sound mind that endings impossible. But as i see it humans, particularly people who have gone thru immense trauma, are exceptionally good at compartmentalizing. Good at forgetting the bad things to survive. Thats what happened to dohyun then and thats whats happening to him now. He has no one in his life, hes lived life struggling, hes basically dead inside. The only time he felt alive and happy was when he had sungho when they were kids so he chose that. They both have no one so they chose to disregard the bad and try to be less lonely together. Now is that healthy? Of course not. Far from it. They should go to a psychologist and get their head straightened out. But they were written as people who have that kind of mentality so yeah i understand why it ended like that.
Cocoon of the Heart
Ahhh 1 extra is not enough!! Huhu i want moooore. I like this one so much cos they didnt romanticize depression. Yes, depression is not a one time thing. Its something someone will have to go thru over and over again. I also like the thought that sometimes all someone needs is person willing to understand, be there for them, love them, and think theyre worth so much even when the person themselves dont. LOVE WINS OVER EVERYTHING <3
Maki-chan wa Kare to Sex Shitai
Rape wasnt romanticized and it shows how awful the effect it has on the victims and thats good. My heart ached so much for maki. Hes such a pure kid who had shit done to him. The line "what have i done to deserve this" freaking hurts reading those 2 chapters. Shuu should've just explained to maki that he was waiting. So maki wouldnt always wonder why theyre not doing it. Goes to show the best intentions sometimes hurt. Im just glad shuus someone whos able to protect and even avenge maki. So satisfying to know that those mf are going to be sold off for gay porn and goodbye to their teeth! Whew.
Naruse Akira to Ikkai Ya Retara Ore wa Mou Shinde mo Ii
Its porn with a dash of story lol. Hotness is 10/10 storywise 5 or 6 Wheewww! Toes curling level of hotness omg!! Who wouldnt fall in love with uke? Hes super duper adorbs <3 akira you lucky dog
Kiyoku Tadashiku Utsuku Shiku
*spoilers ahead* Fuck why wasnt there a shotacon tag? If there was i probably wouldnt have read this. Its like a trap. Urgh soooo frustrating. And the worst part is the adult raping a child was actually shown not just implied. Fuck im so angry. There are literally predators like kyousuke out there and i hate it. The frequency was also shown, shit i feel so bad for the omega. What up with that spineless alpha? Hes more of an omega with the way hes acting. Chikage even saved him! So useless. I wanted to shake hiroto so much! Like wtf yes hes kind but he didnt even properly fight for chikage until it was too late. Hes so helpless most of time with not enough conviction i started to hate him a little. I got so scared the bond wouldnt be broken. Seriously author you make tons of sex scenes of chikage with various men but skip it when it was actually with his fated pair? WHAT THE F! This couldve been good. Plot was good but last few chapters were so wrong and so f'd up it ruined this. Wouldnt wanna recommend it to others.
Caste Heaven