Virtual Illusion
At the End of the Road
(really only good for reading once) plots sort of dull side partner is controlling at the end of the day he still chose to abandon the guy. never showing up until after he died. rest of the characters and plots are pretty fucked up too. do NOT read again.
Contract Romance For An Ending
was so unhappy by both parties. he attempts suicide twice. fucking awful read
Incidentally Living Together
not a bad read. really heavy Subjects here One: mc lost his parents in middle school. Was sort of depressed and anti-social prior to that. made it worse. Blames himself. Attempts suicide four times. His senpai stays by his side the entire time. See’s him as a brother. Really cares and loves him. Can be rather harsh at times, to force him to get to a healthier lifestyle. Obviously, MC was in love with the guy. Once the guys crush leaves for the states with his girlfriend. (She knows him and understands. She too was a shut in for numerous years. and knows the past burdens her BF carries. From his mother constant depression and suicide when he was young. And when he got older, he was sick with a hereditary disease. ) Other third guy has been depressed for years, and an introvert too. after nursing his life partner who died from cancer. He too lost the will to live or move forward. They clash. A lot at the start. Lots of terrible things said and done. They carry deep wounds and have triggers. No magical cure all. They do eventually figure out a way to move forward together and apart. both have scars on wrists from suicide attempts.
Gekkouzaka no Hanayashiki