hataki's manga / #deep(5)

the characters and story are deep our mc guy agreed from the start to be in a DS relationship. (with consensual S&m games, with safe words, and after care. they have other meet ups to go drinks, watch a movie, or get coffee.) but it's not dating. feelings aren't allowed. (uke even had an ex whom chocked him out. landing him in the hospital. it didn't bother him much at all.) he simply thought, he had agreed, because he liked his partner. the same is true of his current partner. whom he does like. they currently ended things. the seme of course saying because he isn't a proper M. we know it's more than that. everyone around him does too. he's with him, and only with him for at least 6+ months now he finds him adorable, and spoils him. he cares about him. they both kind of have a hard time understanding their own feelings, and those around them. one of semes past partners, seems to of injured and attempted to kill himself in the past (seemed to mutually love each other. but seme caved to his parents demands, and agreed to an engagement for pollical reasons.) so he doesn't do relationships, with DS relationships partners they are both, as the uke put it, "trying to avoid the flames, that burn everything to ash" -the uke is aware he tend to run with the match. setting everything ablaze without paying attention (cause he can't see the lines) -as where the seme can see the shaking/ fractured ground. and chooses to put out the flame.

we got step brothers here both are in love with each other the older brother hates women. being around them, and their perfume makes him physically ill. literally will puke no interest in sex. this of course turns into the younger brother offering to show him pleasure, by trying if he is fine with a male instead. makes him think it's only sex, to relieve their urges. his trauma is due to being with only his slutty mother, whom never loved or wanted him. had sex in front of him. until she let her boyfriends touch him too. she always saw him as an enemy, and told him repeatedly "Just die" something happened, was abandoned by her. they found his father, and lived with him. he's a good, decent guy. the little brother knows all these things. he's several years younger, but not much he's always loved and adored him. yet, at the same time, true to being a man, looks after him. even if he is mad or upset, he never once leaves him alone when he is upset of feeling bad. he takes care of him properly always. (fucking adorable scene of older brother slightly drink, sitting in his lap on a park bench.)