From the Red Fog
FUCK YEEEESSSSS I LOVE FOR THE GODDAMN PLOT, CHARACTERS maybe killing shit too FUCK YEESSSS IVAN BBY SUNSHINE DKSKKSSKKEEKKDKDKSKSJS ISO HAPPY FOR RWANDA FOR FINDING KATHY THO I ADMIT I WAS SHOCKED BUT SOON RETURN TO MY NORMAL FACADE WHEN I LEARNED SHE'S 20 BUT DAMN RWANDA //FUCK U MASK ASSHOLE
Chainsaw Man
Oyasumi Punpun
Oh my god, this was really so fucking heavy.. And deep At first, I was really scared to start this manga, I've saw alot of people telling how dark this was and how you need alot of preparations to read this, but for me, I don't really think it's dark.. It's more like of so fucking heavy and deep story that explores alot of mental health issues and painful relationships and unhealthy coping mechanisms I have alot of mix feelings for punpun, I feel pity for him and how tragic his whole life is, especially how he progress into a bird, into a pyramid and a black figure... It's so sad to think and look back how he was so innocent back then and now he's so.. A fucking mess I don't know, maybe it all went downhill after he didn't fulfilled that promise, I just don't get how and why was he so in love with Aiko, and seeing that love bloom into nothing but tragedy pains me, she deserves better for real. Sometimes I think Sachi and Punpun are the most fit together, sometimes I think that Punpun doesn't deserve to be in a relationship at all. Really proves how Strong the quote "love yourself first before you love someone else" is. Probably the only one thing I love in this series is SEKI AND SHIMIZU, LIKE NO!! THEY WERE SO FUCKING PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER, MY HEART ACHES FOR THEM, THEY WERE MEANT TO BE, WHY WHY WHYYY, but no for real.. I absolutely love their relationship, I can't take how Shimizu lost his memories of Seki, I can't accept it at all Overall, this was really a rollercoaster of emotions, you really need alot of mental preparation for this thing.. Oyasumi Punpun never Fails to make me sick and go under through alot of pain, I love it. ---- After reading this story, Oyasumi Punpun has craved a space deep inside my mind. In some certain times, I'd think of Punpun, and in some times where I felt like I need to cry, I'll go to this manga. I don't know the particular reason, but some chapters I randomly choose makes me cry. Maybe it's because that the Love I always wanted to see from shoujo mangas can't really be like that, and there's a chance how love can also turn so destructive like what happened in this manga.. One thing that I kept thinking is how I'm getting similar to Punpun each time I reread this. His thoughts makes me tear up and pause. His feelings were complex yet I understand him. I just have no words actually.
Tokyo in April
Ohh Lord this was heavy as fuck, reminds me of J no subete and I was really scared but I'm so happy that it ended on a happy ending where like they could finally live in what Ren dreams them to be. Also I just can't with his much they love each other, like from Hajime's perspective to Ren's perspective, they are so inloved, I was fucking moved️ Like it's so rare to see bl's portration of love this Intense, it's so good that I just be admiring it like a diamond. So fucking tragedic and a roller coaster of emotions, author really blood sweet and tears this one. And also I love the moment where Ren stops wearing his watch that hides his yknow.. Like for me.. THAT WAS THE SIGN THE HE HAS HEALED. LIke that was it, im happy, I'm proud, I'm happy crying cause I'm so proud of him overcoming that trauma.
Kimetsu no Yaiba
This has ended in the best way possible. A peaceful life full of happiness is what they truly deserve after those battles and hardships. The reincarnation part makes me so happy all the time, finally, they could live how they want. Demon slayer makes me cry and have goosebumps at the same time, I was holding and tense the whole MUZAN fight chapters, it was definitely a reread and like a warcry do or die battle for peace. It was everything. Even though a lot of people had died, sacrificing their lives on the line in the infinity arc, they were able to rest in peace as their efforts contributed alot upon ending Muzan. It was.. Ughhh it was something that makes me awake at night. It's so captivating how someone could write such like this. Apart from the amazing battle scenes, I also love every character here. The pillars, the Ubayashiki household.... Ahhh they've all worked so hard. This was really epic, I don't actually have any words rn how to write how much I love the characters. Their backstories and feelings flow so deeply within me, especially that sibling angst. It's something I cannot resist, it's so painful yet it's good cause that's what makes them have life that completely touch the viewer's heart. Overall, this was a masterpiece, a Japanese piece everyone should know. I'm happy about the hype Demon slayer is receiving, it's definitely worth it.
Neon Genesis Evangelion
This might be the only manga that I wasn't excited in leaving a review. I don't know what to say at all, I have no words to properly express what I feel towards this manga or how would I even start with all of my thoughts.I wanted to originally watch it, but there were scenes in the manga that weren't shown in the anime so I red it first. Now, I'm not sure if I still want to watch the anime. The complexity of this manga is insane. I, for one love science and bible together. Combined, it makes an amazing and vast topic that is hard to understand yet thrilling. At first I thought it was just mechas fighting mechas, but dangg it runs so much more. The lore is definitely something I love. It runs deeply and it's association to bible figures and such is beautiful work. I've never red something like this, a fusion of angels and being a human- a tribulation of being a human, in fact. Now, starting with Shinji. His whole mentality is valid. His crashouts and etc, they were all valid. A kid piloting an eva and having to undergo such things is sad to see. Plus the adults around him aren't that much of a help. It is only by him that he can heal. It was extremely heavy to see how he handles his emotions and his dialogues. Having to take such huge amount of expectation and responsibility from a young age makes me feel like I was in Shinji's position instead. It was sad, it was too much. For the rest of the characters, they were beautifully executed. Rei and Asuka were also in my favourites. Asuka is strong, she's so strong. She's like peak femininity and fragile at the same time. While Rei is soo alluring. Especially when she fused with Lilith. She was so wonderful during those scenes, It definitely has to be my favorite moment of the overall story, something on the way she rises from the earth as human souls gather to her is beautiful. I don't think I can stop in praising it. Another thing is also Shinji's parents. Yui died because she wanted to protect humanity, for the future generations and for her son. But Gendo didn't liked it. Yui was his light and his first and only love, so when she died, he strived for everything just to take her back. He was jealous of Shinji and was overpowered by his grief and his ideals hat he cannot dare to raise him. In order to become a great man, he had to forgot how to be a father. Now I can never forgive someone like Gendo, but he was a complex and well written character. Very much soo nice. Especially in the scene where he held Shinji as a baby. That scene made me cry, as if something had just touched inside the very depths of my heart.
Rental Onii-chan