Oscar's manga / #want more!!!(10)

Best BL manga I have read in 2022 so far. Ryo is so beautiful, and I'm having so much gender envyyyyy. Also they both are my type. This made me want to work out and also seduce my partner tonight.

!!TW for SA!! Kou tries to give Tomo a blowjob while drunk and it's uncomfortable but I am happy that they didn't brush over the seriousness of it. Honestly I didn't see it coming :S

I came for the gay but I got life lessons and a will to live. Unexpected for sure. Maybe I relate to many of the characters in some way so I can find some comfort or maybe I just have emotional issues. Who knows.

Hot and weirdly kinky, yes please

Good smut and very decent plot??? What is this?? Good soup??

Ch69: bro will have his redemption arc I can feel it in my fingertips.... New review ch67: I am so into this redemption arc it feels even better when the guy is actually horrible (and it's not just made up misunderstandings or trauma from insert random event) and has been horrible and I'm so happy that Dan is actually like realistic as a character aaaaaaaa I am so happy with this I'm so glad I picked this up again. I'm so happy all the bad reviews I've seen didn't stop me. AAAAAAAAA As a more serious note I get why people would be ticked off by a character who does a lot of horrible stuff but the pressure professional athletes face is portraited so well and in an interesting way. People need to get that this isn't a perfect love story, most love stories aren't. And if this was all fine and dandy or all toxic no redemption it wouldn't be anywhere this interesting. Also toxic masculinity is portraited so well in both of them it's insaaane. I know the audience is mostly cishet girls so maybe that's not something most appreciate in a story like this but aaaaA. ++ As someone who has dealt with grief multiple times, honestly Dan's unhealthy coping spoke to me. Semi old review: At first it was kind of sus and it still is kinda (as a former sex worker I did stuff "willingly" for money even though I didn't like it at all and I felt horrible about it). I can relate to this tho and I hope that this takes a more gentle turn at some point. I know crying is a big turn on for some but I just can't understand it oof.

I love that this is like yaoi satire but also I am weirdly invested in this story. Also I love that this uses tropes but not in every couple and every couple is a different kind of trope and setting/s. Also I am into the lore a lot more because it's actually pretty decent and stuff, this doesn't fall into "reading only for the smut" and that's an achievement since this has a lot of smut and it is a necessary part of the lore I guess.