*sigh* Harada’s back at it again. I’m bad at explaining but I feel like she always has something really amazing going on but then ruins it immediately. Or maybe not that, but she could make some really interesting relationships and stories (and bl moments) if it weren’t for her fetishes. I’ll say it: I really hate when the seme is cruel to the uke. And I hate it even more when the uke won’t truly get mad at the seme no matter how much he’s hurt him. It irks me so bad.
Story would’ve been 4 or 5 stars if shoukichi had more of a backbone and if fukusuke’s schemes ended after showing that pitiful side of himself. He should’ve changed his tactics and kept pursuing shoukichi even though shoukichi is disgusted by him because at least he’s getting attention from him or something. Shoukichi would still be empathetic but he’d be more like “go to a hospital dude” and not really go out of his way to help fukusuke out. But he won’t entirely hate fukusuke which would keep fukusuke satisfied. He could say something like “It’s okay if you hate me, so can I stay near you? That’s all I want… please” and then shoukichi would say something like “why are you saying something so pathetic… if you dont cause trouble I’ll allow you to be within arms length of me. Actually scratch that keep a 6 feet distance away from me. I’d really rather you get out of my life though.” Shoukichi would have the power in the relationship because fukusuke would rather die than be rejected by him. I guess I just don’t like it when the seme has all the power. It genuinely grosses me out not just emotionally but also sexually. And by all the power I mean power over the ukes emotions too. I like it when the seme forces himself on the uke and the uke genuinely hates that. But if he’s captured the ukes heart along with his body, it’d be so much of a loss for the uke I’d only be able to feel genuinely frustrated and sad. I don’t want ukes to be treated like girlfriends who you can treat as cruelly as you want because they’ll forgive you no matter what with a comfort only an emotionally weak mother could display.
I wish ukes could be a little more selfish.
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