Lemon's manga / #Stressing to read(5)

DONE AFTER 4 YEARS! THIS WAS SO STRESSFUL “ bruh. reading this shit is really, REALLY frustrating. maybe bcs of the ml. he fucking pisses me off. actually none of the characters in this manhwa is likeable.. NONE AT ALL. all of them are such assholes. i felt like putting a gun against my head whenever they disrespect siwon. shit, i know hes dead and he doesnt matter anymore but it still makes me angry.. literally THE ONLY CHARACTERS HERE WHO ARENT ASSHOLES ARE TAEMIN AND SIWON (whos dead) AND EVEN TAEMIN DOESNT SEEM TO RLLY CARE MUCH ABOUT SIWON ... fuck everyone in this manhwa and fuck the author for pushing siwon aside as if he shouldnt be one of the most important characters in the manhwa. youd think that since he literally bodyswaps with the mc but noooo hes literally just a side character whos mentioned sometimes. thought this was gonna be a thing where the mc avenges the body's owner but i guess not. how disappointing. i feel terrible knowing that siwon has never had anyone, not even a single person, by his side to the very end” “ I've always held this story in high regard, but after rereading the series again years later I have new opinions. Ofc I still really enjoy the series and this author makes very intriguing plots. After my reread my opinion on the main group have changed considerably. Why is it that the entire group (besides Hoon and taemin) lack basic empathy? I found their opinions on Siwon and how they treated Taemin when they thought he was Siwon appalling. Both Woojin and green haired guy seem to have a decent understanding of Siwon's situation, but thought about him as nothing more than dirt. It permanently altered my feelings towards them and how they see someone who is an obvious victim. Especially Woojin watching the recorded rape scene? It disturbed me. I can't say i really came to enjoy Woojins character to my best potential bc of that. Thats not a writing issue though, I understand why Woojin acts that way considering the only person he's ever cared for IS Taemin. For the actual writing itself I really wish they would've expanded more on Hoon and green hairs story!! Same with Joohoon. It felt like Joohoon was slapped in the story really fast, but besides how he met Jiwook we don't get much details besides that. Besides that I enjoyed the story overall. It's really hard for me to get into body swap stories, but this one was able to keep me entertained the entire time. I loved the parallel between Woojin and Taemin both losing their identities, just in different ways. It genuinely tore me up to know nobody was on Siwons hide until the very end!!!”

Ch 45

I FEEL SO BAD FOR THE MC HE RUINED HIS OWN LIFE TO GET BACK HIS BROTHER’S FORMER AFFECTION WHICH WASENT EVEN GENUINEEEEEE IM SO ANNOYED BY THE SHEER EXISTENCE OF HIS BROTHER I ACN BARELY HILD IT IN HE NEARLY RUINED HIS WHOLE LIFE FOR HIM AHHHHHHH IM SO GLAD THAT IT REVERSED ON HIM IN THE END AND I DESPERATELY HOPE THAT OUR POOR MC ACHIEVES EVERYTHING HE ACTUALLY WANTS FOR HIMSELF IN LIFE WHILE HIS BROTHER LOOSES ALL SORT OF STATUS I still heavily dislike the ml, but for now he’s the best shot to play “ it's crazy how much hate JK gets on a daily basis meanwhile motherfckers like this guy exist and no one's talking about how trash he is!!! I had erased this from my brain that's how much I despise this asshole. MC is also fcking frustrating... like, I get wanting to prioritize your safety, but at what cost?? what good is being safe when you're being abused and humiliated on a daily basis and used like a cum rag?? idk man. I would be looking for another solution cuz this fuck ass ML ain't it!” I truly hope the mc cuts ties with the ml, so that he for once has to chase after him and actually treat him decently” “MC has a mental block and wishes for a safe haven that he once thought he has, aka his brother. Trying to get that warmth back, his mindset is wired to keep himself close to danger even though, like you stated, he could've/would've/should've just separated himself from the situation. He doesn't have anyone he trust, doesn't have a person he can call a friend, and the closest has is that very asshole of a ML. His brother has psychotic tendencies, and doesn't fear to shed blood. Super thankful MC still has will to live in such circumstances. （/TДT)/”