i feel sick. no other manhwa i've read emotionally drained me this much. ngl i was INVESTED in it for the entire first 20 chapters ONLY bcz i thought in seob(peter) was actually gonna get his bullshit revenge or whatever. but what did we get? EVERY MOTHERFUCKING CHARACTER SHOVING PETER INTO A FUCKING PIT . WHAT DID HE EVEN DO TO DESERVE ALL THIS??. he is just surrounded by people that are fucked in their minds. sure, they were diagnosed with some sort of a mental disorder but why did they have to be the TWO PEOPLE HE LOVED THE MOST!! what kind of a sin did he do in his past life?? was he a serial killer or sm??? HE WAS FUCKING DIAGNOSED WITH COGENITAL HEART DISEASE WHICH MADE HIS WEAK AS FUCK, WAS FUCKIN ADOPTED KOREAN IN AN AMERICAN FAMILY (honestly, his family was the only thing that actually cared for him and we did not even get to see everyone except for the mom, fuck), HAS TO DEAL WITH HIS ONE AND ONLY FRIEND WHO HAS A BIPOLAR FUCKIN DISORDER, GOES BATSHIT CRAZY FOR A TWO FACED EMOTIONLESS BASTARD WHOSE ONLY GOOD POSSESION IS HIS FACE, HAS A BITCH FOR A MOM, PROBABLY HAS ED FROM DEPRESSION. still... can't even fuckin blame jennie cuz she was the only one who was there for peter besides his family. matter of the fact, peter is probably still alive only because jennie gave him her heart. BUT THE SHIT THAT ACTUALLY MADE ME ALMOST YEET MY LAPTOP ACROSS THE ROOM WAS WHEN THIS PETER BASTARD FELT GUILTY ABOUT HER DEATHHH AGHHHH. sure, she has that disorder nd stuff with her mom and then THIS WHOLE FUCKIN SHIT THAT HAPPENED WITH PETER, SANDRA AND WHATVEER BUT WHICH FUCKIN HUMAN WHO IS FUCKIN 18 YRS OLD WOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE THIS?? I FEEL SO BAD FOR PETER. HE ONLY SUFFERED THROUGH THOSE 1 8 YEARS. andd was he happy after that? FUCKK NOO OFC FUCKIN NOT!! HE WANTED TO GET REVENGE FOR JENNIE AND GOT INVOLVED WITH THAT MINDLESS WOO YEON BASTARD. SERIOUSLY, I'VE NEVER READ ABOUT A CHARACTER AS TWO FACED AS HIM. HIS ANTI SOCIAL PERSONALITY DISORDER SURE DOES INFLUENCE HIM.. BUT.. DAMN. THAT'S ONE HEARTLESS MIND GAGGED BASTARD IF I'VE EVER SEEN ONE. i absolutely hate how the author just normalised all of his psychotic behavior.. like.. bro did u want us to think that he is cool?? wtf seriously... now that im thinking about it, i liked how this whole story line was going around the 40th chapter.. i guess i just like how.. unlike the other authors who just rush everything and create feelings bewtween the characters out of nowhere.. draw the uke in a portrait effect with all sunshine and butterflies and then draw the seme looking all shocked and flustered seeing uke's beauty and bullshit.... but this author wasn't like that and that was the only realistic part about this whole manhwa. but i guess she just made that part so long that she had to rush shit a lil in the end. im definitely seeking therapy after this, don't even know i got myself to finish this. i really need help rn. never thought i'd hate a character/ bl seme this much. i probably hate him more than pilwon. yeah.. idfk what im saying. yelling so much in this comment( in words ofc), that i feel out of breath ( im writing shit without beings on capsLk). even after putting peter through all that, that fuckin insufferable emotionless bastard still yearns for him and can't let him go... hmh it just feels like a joke to me at this point. wanna buy the novel tho ( don't ask me why)
Love History Caused by Willful Negligence