iamhungry's manga / #Crossdressing(5)

Link: https://mangatoto.net/series/167204 plot: mcs mother is in hospital and he needs money to take care of her and his brother, accepts a deal from a cea that asks him to impersonate a dead girl who was lose to his father and mc knew from his childhood and were neighbors/friends. mc accepts and at first old man didnt believe it bc his son had brought other fakes but after sharing stories he and the old man connect, that job would only for summer, until the ceo's younger son arrives. he dislikes "her" due to the idea of an arranged marriage brought up by old man which mc couldnt outright say no, ml knows "she" is another fake bc he knew girl had died, mc explains what hes doing is not totally fake but ml says he will still tell his grandpa. at the end he doesnt after he plays piano for mc. 7y later mc working at a bar and encounters ml who went back to usa to study, ml thinks his face is a bit familiar, ml keeps seeking him until one day ml saves mc from car crash and then they exchange phone numbers, but he also asks him for a one night stand which mc declines. in the past, they went to the city and came bacl but it was raining, then mc got sick and ml found him but mc refused to go to hospital, then when he recovers they talk abt fake engagement. present time > ml left his car so mc drives it back but ml invites him to his apt, he goes and ml confronts him saying that mc must known him bc he talk casually and formally at times (also asked if he has a sister). mc denied it but then ml made an arangement w mcs boss asking to give mc to him and he will pay ?!?! mc decides he will agree to him asking to help him recover his memories but condition is deadline and that if he remembers mc will leave no matter what, ml accepts and then asks mc to move in to his apt. on past > arragements for engagement ceremony, they grow closer and mc gets to know mls mom. reunion with mls family happens and mls gifts mc a ring in a parallel of mc buying a cheap one from the store and told him to give him that if he didnt want mc to sell it. btw mls family hates 'her' lol. in present time > first day of both living tgt and ml cooks for mc, and tak ab deadline being 3 months. then mc finds a bottle of sleeping pills on mls room. one night he is sleepy and when ml comes home he finds him asleep, wakes him up and mc was having a nightmare of missing ml and kisses him, then he wakes up completely and pushes him. mc was crying in his sleep so ml asks him which bastard he was dreaming of to kiss him and mc told him it was a mistake, then ml says that if he confuses ml with another person again he will get angry or sth like that !!!! he gets called to work next day and goes, then a friend calls ml and mentions he heard a woman, mc gets lowkey jealous and is told to go back to apt but he doesnt want to interrupt but still goes. then he sees a woman and accidentally thecar sounds and ml goes to him, he keeps making advances onto him but is rejected. ml tells him his sister in law which visited him that day (and asked mc if he was jealous and implid sth abt kiss lol) told him they would remodel his grandpas house and will visit it tomorrow, asks mc to go with him and he accepts. ml falls asleep on his legs and this time he didnt need pills. they go to grandpas house and mc finds a diary but doesnt peak, then neighbors dog goes to the forest and mc tries to find it but rain starts, ml gets worried until he lights up all the house and mc is able to get back. then while mc has towel on his head he resembles the girl so ml tells hom he thinks he remember a girl that looks like him and ask to kiss again to recall and mc kisses him. mc remembers past >>> ml makes a plan for mc to be able to visit his mom, tells his grandpa they go to seoul for a date, ml brings gifts for his family and mc visits his brother then his mom, he mentions he knows his mothers illness doesnt have a cure but they dont know, he feels sad but then he gets texts from ml and calls him, then they meet at a hotel and they have dinner then drinks and mc gets drunk, ml asks abt his family and mc starts crying, but ml kisses him and mc is stunned. they stay at the hotel for a night as ml promised, and his secret wasnt revealed, then ml seems angry on the way home but mc confronts him when they arrive and ml kisses him. back to present >>>>> ml is kissing him and mc pushes him back and asks him if that helped remembering but ml tells him it was a lie. another day, ml tells him that he missed his phone and mc said he would bring it to his event, he goes and finds mls brother from afar, he manages not to see him face to face but brother does notice him and mc is dragged by mls friend, who finds both and gets jealous. then one day mc helps his bar boss and finds ml there, and a girl with he group who asks him if he remembers her. onto the past >>>> ml gets angry at mc bc he thinks kissing him is also part of his role, mc doesnt respond and ml leaves, and then ml friends sister arrives and is a bit jealous bc mc is engaged to ml who is her crush lol but then gets closer to mc. later mc and ml make things up(?) CANT RMR DAMN. in present time, mc reveals pictures from camera and takes out the ones that show his face, gives it to ml and he doesnt react tbh also... mc asks ml to play piano for him since ml wanted to use his lap again but when he played sth abt rainy days mc got sad bc he doesnt like rainy days, then ml tells him he will create better memories for him to give them another meaning and kisses him, mc kisses back. mc goes out w him to look for his brothers bday gift and ml takes him to dinner then to bar, ml leaves mc in bed and mc kisses him but then ml stops him and mc fell asleep. next morning, ml asks mc what dif he want to show him but mc didnt remember, mc then said when hes drunk he goes to anyone and ml gets rlly jealous to a point of kabedon lol and then kissed him and left marks woaaaah ?!?!?! but mc stopped him and ml said not to leave the house bc he couldnt have mc being touched by a single hing wooooow. driver knocks and mc answers door, says his master is waiting and mc finds out is mls sister in law, told him not to get close to ml again, mc then encounters ml friend sister that asks him if he was the girl but mc denied it and then she says it wouldnt be bad if he posed as the girl. FIGHT !!! mc goes to mls apt and tells him he doesnt want to owe anything and that they should stop this, next morning mc leaves, while he is away ml texts him that he will pick him up once he feels ready. mc doesnt respond yet but ml goes to find him in the rain and does it, they make up and kiss. They have sex, then next morning mc finds the ring and album of pics in trash, hes honest with ml and ml tells him it doesnt matter now bc person supossed to wear it never came to claim it. Mc keeps ring, mc gets call brother was in accident, hes fine but then apparently driver tried to hurt in on purpose. Mc remember past > he asked mls dad to see him one more before he left to america, he told to choose between compensation vs doing what he wanyed without money for his mother, he chose the money for his mom and dad asked him to leave the ring, he did. Present: hes scared this means dad knows and is trying to hurt his brother bc he threatened him with his brother. Mc starts acting cold with ml, but ml tells him he knows ab him having the ring and mc tries to deflect, ml tells him he feels that mc has memoriws he doesnt, then mc gets call ab the sister from coworker being drunk, he goes there and while drunk sister tells him to let ml know the truth bc ml tried to die for a girl, mc didnt know this. Past > ml asks mc crossdressed to go with him to america, mc declines. Grandpa becomes ill, admitted to hospital and both go tgt bur father shows up and is angry mc is there, ml defends her, mc must stay at mansion, days later hes called by father and told to leave mansion, on that niht ml shows up and when mc is abt to confess him everything ml gets a call and its ab grandpa, he woke up but itd be last time theyd speak to him, mc asks to go, on their way mc says he will tell ml everythimg after they go back but on the road theres an accident. Mc wakes up and is told ml was injured the most and ml tried to turn all tthe wsy bc he tried to protect mc, mc wants to see him but sister tells him he wont bw accepted, once mc recovers father or older brother idk shows up and that thing happens and mc accepts money, goes back to his mom. Present: mc cries and calls sister, she reveals ml alr knew he wasnt a girl and that he was told mc died. Past > ml wakes up, asks for mc, no one tells him, he asks info and is given a newspaper ab passenger dying. Ml goes back to village, and then writes in diary and calls him my summertime, he jumps to the water with his car (attempted suicide) but he was rescued on time and thats why he lost memories. Present: mc runs to tells ml the truth but finds old brother and he is almost taken out but ml defends him and tells them he rrmr everything and doesnt want to see his family. Rhey have sex, mc asks him when he lnew he was a boy, it was when he got drunk and talked into his sleep, ml was afraid mc would leave him. When he lost memories, he also revealed that he received call from mc when his mom died and said he missed him, ml had lost his memories then but found himself crying. They both visit his moms grave and tells him that having no memory of him was more painful than when he thought he had died and thats why hw wont let him go again, then mc remembers when his mom died, secs earlier she told him when he finds the right person he'll feel what he lacks is made up by the love from the other person, mc kisses him. Mc goes to see his brother being discharged but at their home mc faced mls brother, brought to mls father, he is angry, mc cries and on his knees he tells he loves ml, father manhandles him until mc arrives and defends him, tells mc to go and wsit for his call. Ml calls him later and turns out he was alr there, mc notices he has a hit on his face, ml tells him its ok, mc tells him he doesnt want him to lose anything for him. Mc is then contactdd by mls sister, who wants to apologize to him. Now she understand mc doesnt hurt ml but its his own family. Asks him not to give up on yoosung bc hes the only one who can save him. Past > its revealed what ml did in village when he spoke with grandpa, he tells him he wants to protect mc, and he tells ml and when the times come hell help him to do that if he does think his feelings for mc wont change. Present > Mc is given a letter to yoosung from his grandpa and father receives one too, its a usb with video where grandpa reveals he knew the fathers intention but chose to forgive that bc at least he was seeing him more often, told him at least he brought mc into his life and ultinately he comforted him and that mc was the one who reminded me of the real jinyeong the most and he had desperation in his eyes. Grandpa asked father to visit him more often. Both watch vid tgt while father does on his own, father cries while holding pic of grandpa. After that, mcs brother graduates, ml mentions mcs name and he tells him that day while.playing piano tgt years ago its exactly what he wanted to tell him, his name, and kiss him.

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