first and foremost, everything written by this author always feels like a fever dream to me. but mainly i think ive pieced together a small part of my inner working. i consider myself to quite like dom/sub dynamics but often find myself not being able to finish stories or feeling disgusted afterwards. but i think rather than having an issue with dom/sub stories it more of a dislike towards s&m dynamics. i hate concepts of punishment or inflicting pain onto a partner, even if it is consensual. makes me personally feel really gross. i prefer it when a dom takes care of their sub and dedicates themselves to taking care of them. guess that’s why i love aftercare seems sm.
Anata wa Iyarashii Hito