kkiara's manga / #hot(2)

Absolutely amazing. I LOVED IT. So it start with a couple that is very fluff and cute (even if it's kinda strage the fact that the bottom discovers that the top liked because he sees him jerk off to him while he pretends he's sleeping-> WHICH IS CRAZY because the top of the other couple was TRAUMATIZED while he was young because a ped does it to him. anyway I loved either couple but the second one made me cry my eyes out, I think the author improved SO much between the 3 seasons. since the end of the second season to the end of the series it was the best. the story talked about so many things that WOW simply majestic: religion and religious guilt, dysfunction families, sexual violence and pedophilia. the bottom encountered such a good personal growth and became so much more secure of himself, on the other end the top could learn how to be vulnerable and leans on his dear ones. the part that absolutely killed me was where the top talks about his trauma with the ped, I couldn't feel closer to him while he explained. so many little things killed me though: the facct that the bottom living in a religious house as his father was the head of a famous church in Corea, he couldn't wear his cshirt without being all buttoned up properly while felling suffocated, and he's really the top who is the first to tell him to leave some of the button unbuttoned; or the fact that the top wouldn't say what he was going through while he was young because he didn't want to worry her parents, and then he had his first great corean friend(the bottom) who kissed while he was asleep and then years when he confessed him what he has been going through while he was younger it just clicks to the other while they were making love and he coundn't story saying sorry, but instead he told he that there were better words he could say in that moment (ily). only thing I didn't like so much it was that some of the characters that I loved want a little left behind, as the first couple, but I did understand how the author felt saying that there wasn't left nothing anymore to say about them because they would find a way and love eachother forever. ps: I loved how the whole atmosphere changed between 2 and 3 season showing how much their relationship became healthy. loved that when they met after two years the top cried as an inconsolable puppy saying that he waited for him for soooo long TTTT